Cairo
The road was almost deserted,
and Cairo was quietly soaking up the sun until a Beanpod roared overhead
towards the big protest and started firing. Perhaps the exhilaration and
despair from witnessing the one-sided battle was what kicked me into gear.
I was walking along the Nile
Corniche that afternoon, northwards past the silent shell of the Kasr Al Aini
hospital, with my two friends Hany and Sharlene. As usual, I was thinking hard
of a way to pull myself out of penury. We were going to have lunch at Hany's
house and talk about it. The trouble was, Hany was not much better off than me,
and he had a family to support - his mother and siblings, that is. When the
Beanpod flitted over us with a noise like a freight train, appearing between
the treetops and high-rises, I had a hand in my pocket, and that helped quell
the panic.
I have these seeds in my pocket,
see, and I can't help plunging my hand in there now and again to check on them.
They're apple seeds. Sometimes I take the sealed plastic packet out and look at
them. I get a knot in my ribcage when I do. It's a puzzle how a tiny bit of
smooth brown shell can hold so much. Still, that's what I want to do. One day.
My name's Rashad Stevens. I'm
saying this so maybe someone will learn from what happened, stop from messing
up like I did. Maybe we can't stop the invaders from coming, but this is
for sure: if the truth is told, we can at least stop some people from going.
It was so hot that it felt like
the sun was sitting on my shoulders, squeezing the life out of me. I was
constantly wiping my brow. But then, I didn't grow up in Egypt. Hany, who did,
seemed to be floating along, hardly touching the ground. To him, the climate
was fine: an average spring in Cairo. He was wearing three layers and didn't
appear to be sweating.
Hany Girgis had been my mentor
and guide since I arrived in Cairo a few weeks before. He befriended me the
moment I stepped off the Alexandria train at Ramses Station. Picture a pale
blue shirt stuffed with beef, a chubby face with black eyebrows, and fleshy
lips habitually turned up at the corners by some secret amusement. He was so
extrovertly but quietly himself, so Coptic Egyptian: still proud of his ruined
country, a cross tattooed on his wrist, toying with every conspiracy theory
that came along, and compulsively hospitable. I don't know what kind of dam
wall held his reservoir of despair in check, but whatever it was, I wanted one.
So I often went to see him when I wasn't selling combs and cheap cologne and
plastic toys in the street.
A foul breeze swept over us from
the mud banks alongside the shriveled Nile. We all groaned in revulsion, even
Sharlene. "You want I sell you good perfume, Mister?" said Hany with
a grin. He was a great mimic, even in English.
I nodded. "I'll take five
tons of your best," I replied, straight-faced. Just two days before, we'd
wandered through the Khan El Khalili, the old market, and played
permutations of this scene over and over, for real.
To me, the whole city stinks of
human sweat and smog and those pungent ET spores that look like bloated squids
under the microscope. So a little cologne or incense now and again is an
imperative in the odor wars. But the mud along the shrunken river was the
worst. I blame the Aswan Dam project, which was actually the prototype for the
multi-gigabucks scheme Hany was trying to drag me into.
We crunched the winter's dead
leaves underfoot: big, mottled orange and yellow, and possibly the last leaves
that would ever fall on the Corniche because the tree trunks were slowly being
eaten by what they were calling njuk moss. At least some of our people
are claiming the moss is edible. I pointed out to Hany and Sharlene the
variegated crimson, gray and daffodil shades of the moss: reasons to be
cheerful.
Sharlene really was floating: my
AR wasn't calibrated properly. She was a Bohemian aunt figure, hair dyed
blonde, face tanned maple syrup and cracked in a thousand lines that told her
life story. Her moods changed like the weather in the streets of Istanbul where
I did a little of my growing up. I could still see the beautiful woman she'd
been when I was a child; but the beauty that was still inside of her kept
overflowing on an ungrateful world. She was sitting on the air, telling us she
remembered trying to cross this street back when she studied at the American
University. She said you had to be a daredevil to get across, and you'd better
be thin, because the lanes of charging traffic were so close together.
I shook my head in disbelief and
told her I bet she used to stop the traffic. She laughed and said something
like, "I'm so glad I'm back here in Colorado in the RV. At least we have
AC. When it works." She had a melodic laugh, not forced. In my AR contacts
she looked all of her fifty-odd years, but the long, flickering, flame-like
draperies she called clothes helped make her look young in spirit without
pretension. She'd only just woken up and was still having breakfast, while Hany
and I were looking forward to a legendarily late Egyptian lunch of mahshi and
rice or whatever Hany's mother would manage to come up with in this age of
famine and shortages. I never had the nerve to ask her how long she had to wait
in line to buy her groceries. The smells and shy sounds of lunch were already
breezing around us, teasing my empty stomach, overlaying a disturbing
background roar that echoed through the streets. That area of Garden City was
still inhabited back then: mainly by European refugees who'd renovated some of
the old abandoned mansions. Some of them must have had local kitchen help by
the smell of it.
At some point in our walk, I
glanced across the road at a man limping along the other way. I only got a
glimpse of his prow-like face, but it made me start, as if he'd called my name
and walked off. Dad? Hany asked me what the matter was, but I said it
was nothing. No. Couldn't be. He died years ago, stupid. My hand felt in
my pocket for the packet of seeds, for a bit of reassurance. One day...
A sound, up high: I looked
around. Overhead, just below the tops of the haggard high-rise apartment
blocks, soared an alien bullet shape, the size of a coffin. The hum of its
three pulsed EHD pods throbbed in our ears. You know how it hurts when a
Beanpod gets too close. I glanced up. "Uh-oh," I muttered, and began
walking a little faster. I was tired from walking most of the morning to meet
up with Hany, but those things gave me the creeps. We still had a few minutes
to walk to reach his family's house, and that took us towards the city center,
not away from it.
Hany didn't appear to have
noticed anything amiss, except that he strained to keep up with me. "Like
I was saying..." he said to the back of my head, over the noise. His
English was perfect, except that his intonation flickered from wild swings to monotone,
and his word stress hopped all over the syllables. And, of course, there was
that Egyptian admiration for the 'z' phoneme and the rolled 'r'. He'd been
trying to recruit me into his latest scheme, and I wasn't having any of it.
"Rashad! You must come in wiz me on zis, okay? The Sahara is the next big
sing. You will easily make enough to take care of your mozzer, like a good son
should. Zen you can bring her from Libya and live wiz us."
I grimaced and told him she
wasn't my biological mother. His eyebrows shot up. Yes, she raised me, but
actually she was the widow of my maternal uncle. Sharlene had studied with her
in Paris. That was long before First Contact. Years later, when my parents
succumbed to that - whatever it was, the black lung infection that the yleinki
cooked up in an attempt to wipe out the njuk in '17 - I was seven or
eight. Space bat scum. Claudia Durand traveled all the way across Europe and
found me at a feeding station in the remains of Istanbul. Soon I was calling
her "Mama". Most of what I knew about my father came from her lips. I
was lucky that when my parents had fled from Athens, they found a room in Eyüp district, in a converted tomb
actually, and not in the eastward districts across the Golden Horn where the
Turkish Resistance made their last stand. That way, I just ended up with mild
radiation burns and burst eardrums.
So I was forever indebted to her
- Claudia - mother - but as an adult now, I had to find my own way to do the
right thing.
We'd just reached the bridge
leading to the old Hayat Hotel, and I could see the empty Sheraton across the
river, when a sudden, sharp crackle like nearby thunder sounded across the
water. I noticed another two Beanpods flashing by, low over the river's turbid
flow, northward, towards the scene of the day's protests. A sputter of gunfire
greeted them, like popping corn in comparison to the aliens' directed plasma
weapons. They didn't even evade or slow down. I almost started running towards
the Square. I had friends there.
Hany wouldn't give up.
"Just invest however much you can. I told you my cousin tripled his money
in a year. Okay? I guarantee you..."
I shook my head and told him
there were no guarantees these days.
Sharlene looked around with wide
eyes as the noise of fighting grew. "Oh my," she murmured. "I
shouldn't be watching this. I'm seeing the CNN feed. Sorry. You know how
they..."
I assured her that I understood.
"Get out of there,
guys!" she said, standing up. The soles of her feet still hung an inch or
so off the ground.
"Someone's got to do
it," I said, not knowing what else to say.
"Rashad! Hany! I know what
you're like, and I don't want you getting mixed up in it anymore. You know it's
a hopeless cause." She had to say that sort of thing, since my mother
wasn't around, but her tone had taken on a sharp edge.
"Look, we're still two or
three klicks away from Tahrir," I protested.
She paused and looked to the
side, puckering her brows. "Don't pull a fast one on me. It's barely a
thousand meters. But I've got to go. Promise me you won't go any nearer."
Without waiting for an answer, she vanished.
I shrugged and tapped a feed
from the Underground's main site. I saw a swollen column of bodies moving down
Kasr El Aini Street towards the Square, which was already half-full from the
deluge of people coming down Kasr El Nil Street. I swallowed hard. They must
have numbered in the hundreds of thousands. From where we stood I could hear
them with my own ears, I realized. That background roar, echoing the feed's
audio by a few seconds. Their banners stood tall over their heads. In the
Square I saw patched marquees, makeshift defensive positions, men with RPGs.
Their cries were many, but
through it all rang the chant of "Asha'b! Yureed! Suquut! Annithaam!"
The people. Demand. The Fall. Of
the System.
Some banners said,
"Remember 2011!" Some said, "Betrayers of the human race!"
I saw flags from all the lost nations of Europe. It all started getting blurry.
My eyes were wet and my breathing had accelerated. If Hany and I hadn't already
succumbed to Protest Fatigue after the first fortnight of marches, I'd have
been there too.
Then a hand shook my shoulder.
"Are you listening to me?" Hany demanded. I clicked off. I'd almost
walked into the trunks of one of those infected trees. I backed away, gagging.
It smelled like rotten eggs and slimy green algae. There was a small swarm of
shiny green insects buzzing around it, of a type that I didn't remember seeing
before.
Hany grabbed my shoulders and
tried to turn me to face him. "Look. I know your mozzer - whatever, your
aunt - is sick. You say she dies. You need money for treatment. So I just
helping you. Okay?"
I blinked and wiped my eyes,
still looking back at the insects. They weren't aphids, but of a similar
pinhead size, with the metallic glint of a green bottle fly. One drifted
towards me, and I swatted at it distractedly. I told Hany that I needed to do
it my own way, to work for it. The truth is, I still have no idea of economics
and investment. My Community Degree is in Sociotech anyway, gained from a string
of tutors and classes that Sharlene had found for me as I'd drifted around the
Near East. Now I was just looking for the right way to earn that cash that
would save my mother's life.
He wouldn't stop. "I
thought you say she can die any day!" Concern wrinkled his brow.
He had a point, and I realized
he wasn't really interested in the little money I had stashed away. I just told
him that even his investment dream scenario wouldn't give a quick enough
return.
I was startled by a quiet voice
speaking in my ear. "Are you quite sure of this assertion?" It was
the voice of a fluent second-language speaker, but androgynous. I detected some
concern in its tone.
"Huh?" Whirling
around, I must have looked a comical sight to Hany, for he burst out laughing,
and I scowled. "Someone just - Wait a minute, was that you?" I
accused him.
He shook his head and lifted his
brows high in exaggerated innocence. "Was what me?"
The voice happened again.
"My apologies. I am a foreign life-form of a pseudo-insectoid variety,
possessed of what you cellular monocolonies would call a hive-mind. I was
conducting an inspection of this extra-planetary infection from which your
native flora is suffering. You may call me Kepri." This time, Hany heard
it too, for he opened his eyes wider than I thought they could ever go, then
some more. Our jaws dropped open in unison. Then I noticed that the cloud of
tiny green flies had formed a columnar shape nearby, hovering in formation. Its
voice continued, quite calmly, "I was most interested in your conversation
concerning this investment opportunity of which I, too, have availed myself. It
is now my studied concern that this financial decision may have been somewhat
rash." The insect column bobbed forward slightly towards us, almost as if
bowing its non-existent head introspectively.
Hany began babbling about dung
beetles. I snapped my fingers. "The hyusis! That's who you are.
Didn't know any of you had survived the pogroms." That was back in the day
when a certain amount of xenophobia had erupted in the persecution of the more
vulnerable species of aliens, such as the hyusis. To this day it seems
their fate is ignored by the more powerful races.
Hany put a hand on my arm.
"Dung beetles! Khepri! It names itself after the ancient Egyptian god
Khepri, the scarab beetle. Zis is - uh - spooky. Do you sink-"
I snorted. "Doesn't mean
anything. Our new acquaintance Kepri doesn't resemble a scarab whatsoever,
neither in appearance nor, I'm sure..." I chose my words carefully
"... toilet habits." Hany chuckled loudly.
I turned to the torso-shaped
swarm. "Pleased to meet you, Kepri. Yes, my friend here was trying to
convince me to join the Sahara investment scheme, but one thing's for sure:
there won't be any profits for decades, until the trees get planted and grow up
and bear fruit, and I just don't trust those yleinki, do you?"
There was a short pause. I
signaled Hany to keep out of it. Finally, Kepri spoke again. "I have now
divested myself of that particular portfolio, as a precaution." There was
a sound rather like a sigh. "Unfortunately, I have little clear conceptual
framework to deal with your financial system. It all seems so, so... "
"Confusing?" I
supplied, candidly.
"Yes! That, too. In fact, unethical
might also serve as a working descriptor expressing my distrust of your stock
market, or what remains of it."
Just about then, the whole city
shook to a series of ear-splitting blasts. Masonry toppled off the mansions and
unkempt hotels by the river, and we both fell to the concrete by the riverside
wall and stayed low. I flicked in and out of the protest channel and saw chaos
through shaky hand-helds: people fleeing through dense smoke, men on rooftops
manning heavy weaponry, shapes flitting through the air above them, blinding
flashes and screams for help. They really thought that thousands of heroic
deaths like that would turn our quisling leaders into allies. They'd refused to
learn the lessons of Manhattan and Istanbul and the countless other disasters.
They refused to accept the possibility that the ETs just didn't care.
"We'd better get to
shelter," I shouted to Hany next to me. The swarm calling itself Kepri had
vanished. The Beanpods were flooding the area with their sonic cannons, and our
temples were split with a sharp screech that surrounded us on every side.
"Promise me you will sink
about it," he shouted back as we turned into his road at a run. "I
can always advance you some cash now." I shook my head at him in
disbelief.
His mother, little sister and
brother welcomed us in with many a worried glance up and down the street. We
sat at their thick wooden dinner table decorated with a fancy cloth. They'd
sold so many of their household goods just to survive, but eventually there was
no one with spare money to buy their table and stove, and they had to barter.
Also they'd clung to their paintings: Madonna and Child, and St George Slaying
the Dragon, both of which surveyed the table from on high. Hany's mother,
rotund and smiling as if it were Christmas already, brought in dishes of rice
and pasta with a thin veneer of spicy sauce. I was constantly malnourished from
a life on the streets. I think only Hany's family kept me alive. Hany's father
had died five years before, so Hany, as the man of the house, gave thanks for
the food. The chaos outside was forgotten, or ignored, and I basked in their
smiles and attention. Then a goblin down in the dungeons of my mind cackled
that I'd be back to square one as soon as I walked out the door. I swatted him
and told him to shut up.
As we ate, the noise subsided. Hany
told the others about our encounter with Kepri, and his mother tut-tutted in
concern. "One day," she said, in Arabic, "we must all go and
live in Deir Alanba Antonius together, with the holy fathers. Those strange
creatures never dare to come near. It is a holy place." She was referring
to St Anthony's Monastery, in the Red Sea mountains. Hany and his family, as
true Copts, kept a special respect and love for the monks who maintained these
isolated sanctuaries of rest through thick and thin. It's said to be the first
Christian monastery ever built. My mother had found an equivalent in Libya: a
new agricultural village a hundred kilometers from the nearest town of any
size. These are the sorts of places where you could still get away with putting
up a sign saying, "Aliens not welcome."
I checked the protest site and
saw that the Beanpods had taken out the heavy weapons, along with the tops of
some of the buildings where they'd been, but had refrained from striking the
mass of civilians. The protesters continued to chant and had occupied the
Square, seeking to repeat history, while tending to their wounded. But the
opinion tweets varied between wildly euphoric to dismissive, with little in
between. Some thought that the njuk had sent the Beanpods. Neither the
Egyptian government nor the UN would dare support the protesters.
Hany, meanwhile, hadn't stopped
talking. He was like a pop-up ad that wouldn't quit. The basis of it was that a
yleinki, new to Earth, wanted to green the whole Sahara using ice-water
from the asteroid belt, and a group of Egyptian businessmen had set up an
investment scheme for him. The terms were such that almost anyone could invest,
and could apparently withdraw dividends, or whatever it is you withdraw from
these things, at an enticing profit, thanks to the yleinki's staggering
wealth and his inexperience with the human financial culture. "I've
invested most of our family savings," Hany enthused, over a bowl of the
green, viscous molokhaya. I never got used to molokhaya, even though it's an ancient Egyptian delicacy, since
it reminded me of what juarrabils are meant to eat when there's no meat
around. I don't do lizard food.
I told him I'd pass on the
scheme this time, though maybe later...
A rare frown passed across his
face. "Do you know zat Botros Mishael Sarofim, the banker who proposed zis
opportunity, spent two years living and traveling with the yleinki? In
space?"
I told him no, I didn't know
that the Bats allowed passengers. I had nothing to say to that.
"If you miss zis chance, you
may end up like the beggars in the street, Rashad!" This was his final
word, his direst warning. There was a look in his eyes - reproach? -and it
worried me that perhaps now he'd give up on me: Rashad, the bone-headed mule
who won't listen. I should feign interest. I thanked him for his advice,
saying I'd think about it some more, but I don't think he was fooled. My little
goblin peeped out of a trapdoor somewhere and squeaked, "You're pushing
it! He'll unfriend you, you'll see!" Then he disappeared as I threw a
mental boot at him.
Finally Hany smiled a little and
we talked about soccer. The Africa Cup was in full swing at the far corner of
the continent.
After several cups of weak,
sugary tea and a visit from Sharlene in which she reassured herself that we
were still alive and uninjured, I said goodbye. I started left along the
street, back the way we'd come, but stopped, deep in thought. I could go back
to Hany and go in with him on greening the Sahara. It wouldn't hurt. Perhaps it
would even pay off, eventually. But in which decade? And what would that make
me, now? And wouldn't that leave Hany in control? He had this latent control
streak that he normally kept on a leash very well. I replayed our conversation
again as I stood there. What he had to say about the banker was news to me.
I turned and went the other way,
struck with what Hany had told me about Botros Sarofim. If he could do it, why
couldn't I? In Al Azhar district I had a friend - well, perhaps friend would be
too strong a word - far, far too strong a word - who could help me. He could
help me on my way, then I'd save my mother. If I had to leave Hany behind, then
so be it. By my own sweat and wit, I'd snatch her from the jaws of an ugly
death. Besides, I reflected, I'd always wanted to travel.
The
Great Escape
The old mosque still stood on
the corner, caked in dust and dwarfed by the monstrous tower blocks all around,
like a mushroom in a forest of pines. I was gazing up at it, the sky had grown
dark, and I almost stepped out in front of a pod of Bloats as I crossed Bur
Saiid Street. Five swollen sacs, mottled avocado green and ocher, taller than I
was, each one the shape of an inverted pear, bounced gracefully across my path.
"Whoa! Sorry!" I said, but their kind doesn't do sound. Each
whipped out from their lower, narrow ends several translucent yellow tubes,
fringed with long gossamer threads, each thread seemingly muscled and tactile.
Each tube flicked out and feather-dusted my knees and my feet before passing
on. I winced and hurried across the road, through the central reservation, and
across again to the beginning of Al Qila'a Street which forked off Bur Sa'iid
Street at that point and ran a straight kilometer to the splendid Sultan Hasan
mosque and the tomb of the Shah of Iran, both sheltering in the shadow of the
spiny-towered Mohammed Ali citadel on its rocky hill.
Then, taking a breath as if
preparing for a dive, I plunged into the Darb Al Madbah district. The jungle of
yleinki-built fifty-storey towers scowled down at me for a minute, then
I was among them, beneath their gaze, dodging all manner of foot traffic. I
passed people from every continent, every country, especially the European
refugees like me. A group of six-foot-tall, pasty-white skinheads walked in
line abreast, scowling at everything that moved. Everyone else dodged aside. I
was too slow and dodged in between two of them, receiving a glancing kick.
Then I almost tripped over a
cross-legged guitarist with hat placed on the ground, strumming "Blowin'
In The Wind". Somehow his hat tipped up and dozens of coins in a dozen
currencies bounced onto the cracked concrete. The busker shouted at me, and I
spent a minute helping him pick up the coins, snatching them from under
people's hurrying feet. Crunch! A heavy foot fell on the fingers of my
left hand. I yelped and yanked the hand away. Looking up, I saw a thick, furry,
orange body something like a gorilla, but with four arms splayed out in place
of a head: a muohatuk. It had barely noticed me as it walked by, and
that was good. It was scratching its back with the thin, triple-jointed arm
that jutted out at the back. Since its sensory organs were located in its front
pseudo-arm, I was beyond its notice and it passed on. I shivered with dread at
the thought of what could have happened. Holding my wounded fingers in
the other hand like newborn chicks, I pressed onwards. It felt like all the
joints of all the fingers of my left hand had broken.
Someone just behind my shoulder
said, "Zat looked painful. Let's go to a pharmacy, okay?" I whirled
around. It was Hany.
I think I showed irritation for
a moment, because his face fell. He didn't look too cheerful to start with, and
I knew something had to be very wrong. It turned out that the investment
opportunity he'd told me about had crashed. There'd been a sudden withdrawal, a
huge wadge of investments pulled out. Then, in reaction, the yleinki had
pocketed all the remaining cash and no human court could touch him. The news
had come through just after I'd left his house. So most of his family's
precious savings had vanished.
I cursed the Bats as amoeboid
rays with souls of demons and -
"No," said Hany,
firmly. "We don't do zat. Even to zem." He eyed me sharply.
I looked back at him. This was
an attitude I could not entertain, but it was obviously integral to his way of
life, from the way he was staring at me silently, weighing me in the scales. I
scuffed my shoes in the dust. "Yeah, whatever," I muttered.
Hany had tracked me down on the
net. After we found some first aid, we wandered the busy street and sat outside
a café, sipping hot sahlab. You can still get real raisins and ground
coconut if you ask nicely and pay handfuls of bills. Mmm. For once, I
was buying. The evening had cooled off, and a few stars were coming out. The
stars, oh yeah, the stars. My parents, Sharlene, that whole generation still
had a wistful liking for the night sky.
We talked. Hany pointed out the
various rare alien races passing by. I told him the xenopopulation of Earth was
growing exponentially, and the human population was shrinking alarmingly,
although from death by famine and genocide or from emigration, no one could
tell. For centuries the poor of the Earth had migrated from country to country,
and from continent to continent, in search of a livelihood. Now we're all poor,
and the gold-paved galaxy beckons. "People are gone seeking their fortunes
up there," I said. "Nothing left for them here. You know how Bono
went off to negotiate with the njuk leaders, and even he never came
back. So much for their final reunion gig."
Hany frowned, and said he didn't
know about all that.
I asked Hany how I could help
him, and he stared at me for a long time. I'd never seen him so pensive.
Finally he said, "Take me wiz you."
"How do you know where I'm
going?" I asked, caught by surprise. He claimed I was always talking about
traveling away. I was caught between dragging him into my own uncertainty, and
fearing to travel alone, with no one with me I knew. I protested that he'd be
leaving his family to fend for themselves. He claimed they had relatives
nearby. Underneath my protests, as I realized later, was a fear: I had come to
see in Hany a solidity I needed, and now here he was, in need of my
help...
In the end our friendship won.
Even though I didn't want to see him get hurt, I'd be glad of his company. He
followed me down a few narrow passageways, through a street market, through an
ancient city gate, and through a doorway in a concrete wall plastered with
graffiti. We climbed a dark stairwell that smelled of leaking toilets and
rotted vegetables, and I knocked at a door.
"Who zis man,
specially?" asked Hany in a tense whisper. His English seemed to let him
down under stress. I shushed him.
The door cracked open wide
enough for one eye of a woman's face to show. She examined us for a moment, and
I mumbled the man's name. The door opened up and we went in.
The hallway was uncarpeted, and
three of the four doors were closed. The woman had already entered one of them
and shut herself in. We stepped through the fourth, into a room where five or
six men lounged on mattresses and smoked shisha. I'd never got
comfortable with the water pipe. It was still tobacco, however much you scented
it.
Abdurahman Al Hanafi was a man I
had met once at a friend's house. He looked like a figure from one of those
folk tapestries or paintings you can buy in the Khan El Khalili market:
a pale, patterned headscarf wound tightly on his head; long, coarse galabiya
robe of pigeon-gray; an impressive mustache and dark, beady eyes fixed on my
face as he puffed on the shisha mouthpiece. It's normal, you'll notice:
the more the space invaders encroach on our territory, the more some people
will retreat into their comfortable past and try to re-assert their identities.
He greeted me loudly in Arabic and stumbled over my name until I reminded him.
They made room for us next to him, and after he'd finished a conversation with
his neighbor he turned to me.
"So, how is your health?
And your parents? And how do you like our great city now?" His voice
rasped, and he broke into a cough. I saw no warmth in his eyes.
I explained my goal, with Hany
translating the abstract words. He nodded. "And this one too?" he
asked, waving the mouthpiece at Hany. Everyone else in the room grew quiet and
regarded us solemnly. I felt we'd committed some great sin in their eyes.
I said, "Yeah, he's coming
too."
Abdurahman nodded again, and
stood. "Come, come," he said. "I will take you to him."
Hany and I looked at each other speculatively. Now I was just as much in the
dark as he was.
As we followed Abdurahman's
broad back down the stairs and out a back door, I thought I saw a speck of
green shooting through the dark towards us. Then, the voice of Kepri came into
my ear: "Mister Rashad Stevens, it is I, Kepri." I stopped dead, and
Hany rear-ended me with a muffled exclamation. We almost fell down the stairs.
I explained to him, under my breath, and we got moving again.
Kepri carried on as if nothing
had happened. "Since your friend Hany Girgis is accompanying you, I am now
addressing him also. I have a great deal of thanks to convey to you." Now
Abdurahman was striding across a crowded market street, and we had to dodge and
weave to keep him in sight. "Just as you said, friend Rashad, the Sahara
investment scheme owned by that deceitful yleinki individual proved to
be a dangerous proposition. It collapsed shortly after I withdrew my funds, and
I have no way to express my gratitude for your most timely warning. My race is
largely dependent on my management of these funds."
I caught my breath, but didn't
dare to speak. Even I can grasp a little about how investors behave. We walked
in silence for a minute. Finally I gathered a little courage. "How much,
roughly, did you have in the scheme?" I asked, in as light a tone as I
could manage.
"Well," came the
thoughtful answer, "to be candid, I do not make a habit of divulging such
details to others outside my immediate, shall we say, circle of
hive-associates. But I can tell you that the amount would dwarf the budget of
one of your nations. I am slowly building up a picture of your world's modus
operandi, and to be quite candid again..."
While Kepri prattled busily on,
I slowed and walked alongside Hany. I couldn't look at him. "Look,
Hany," I finally stammered, "this alien creature obviously took my
casual remarks the wrong way. I couldn't be expected to..."
Hany turned a tired smile on me
that spoke a thousand words.
I looked away and blinked hard.
"I'm sorry, Hany. I shouldn't have spoken so freely with that - with
Kepri. Its withdrawal spooked the yleinki. Now you've lost your savings.
Your family's savings." The world was getting blurry for some reason.
"No hard feelings?"
Hany shook his head. "The
Lord gives, the Lord takes away," he said, finally. Right then, I knew I
had a friend I couldn't afford to lose.
After a further quarter of an
hour of crowded streets, meandering alleyways and dark doorways, we found
ourselves in a similar apartment, but furnished to maximum intensity with urns,
embroidered hangings, purple and gold glassware, paintings of veiled women,
white stallions and mosques, as if the owner had raided a dozen antique shops
and crammed his prizes into the four small rooms. There were items in the style
of the Ottoman and Abbasid periods, as well as some Twentieth-Century memorabilia:
tourist trinkets from Luxor and the Pyramids were strewn liberally, and a First
World War rifle hung on a wall. We gawped at everything.
I noticed that Kepri's swarm had
remained in the shadows outside the doorway to the apartment, but I felt one
tiny speck land on the lobe of an ear. I saw that Hany also had gained a green
earring. "The occupant of this dwelling is a person with whom I would
rather not meet, neither would I like to be mentioned in his presence,"
Kepri whispered to us. I nodded my head slightly.
Only one room appeared to be
occupied. Curtains flapped sullenly in an open balcony doorway. Beyond the
curtain lay the Cairo night, full of rustling and angry car horns, voices,
shouts, laughter - somehow the Egyptians hadn't forgotten this ancient art -
and arguments. On a vulgarly ornate chair sat a short, spindly figure. "A muraro,"
whispered Hany.
"They are what you humans
would label a genetically-engineered breed," whispered Kepri, "grown
in their thousands in a special facility."
I nodded, but I didn't get it.
The First Ones had been uncovered as frauds long ago, slaves of the slimy, ugly
njuk. How would this skinny alien with a swelled head get us to another
planet? The muraros were known to be little more than drones. Abdurahman
ushered us in after holding a short conversation of whispers with the alien.
I'm pretty sure some money disappeared into the man's galabiya pocket.
The muraro sat quietly on
the chair, in the center of the room, without a desk or anything in front of
him except a tapestry on the wall. It was as if he'd been staring at the wall
hanging for the past few hours. The tapestry, silver thread on black, showed a
scene on the banks of the Nile: a sail, a woman drawing water, an ibis wading
in a flooded field, some houses. "Zat's nice," whispered Hany.
Kepri's voice peeped in my ear.
"This room is decidedly over-endowed with electronic eavesdropping
devices. I shall henceforth remain silent."
We stood to one side of the muraro
and he - it, I decided - slowly turned its face towards us. They say that the njuk
engineered the muraro for maximum innocence. It worked at first, of
course, for the first two or three years after First Contact. It was more or
less what we had been expecting. But now those big surprised-cat eyes and bulging
baby-head and little, round mouth mean nothing to anyone except betrayal and
the beginning of the nightmare. An image of Istanbul came back to me: ruins,
thick smoke, and the last memories I had of my real mother and father, leaving
the house that last day. I stared at the alien and swallowed hard, feeling a
bitter wad of emotions welling up. I wondered if it could read minds, like in
the movies. In that case I could be in trouble. I fought to keep my expression
calm.
Its voice was rich and mellow,
with a distinctly Oxford slant to its English, as I remembered it from the net
clips. "So you want to travel, do you?" It blinked, ever so slowly,
its fine eyelashes giving it a coquettish look. So we began talking, and the muraro
introduced itself as Gary. Gary seemed to have a very dry sense of humor.
"As in Newman. The great escape artist." I knew vaguely what it was
referring to, and stared, but Hany had drawn a blank.
Gary said there was a wide-open
opportunity for work on a habitable planet orbiting a certain star to be found
in the constellation Hydra. After warning us in an offhand manner about the
dangers of such travel and work, it said, "But I'm sure you are men and
can face such dangers bravely." I said it was no problem. I asked what
work we would be expected to do, and it attempted a shrug with its thin
shoulders and replied that the nature of the work varied. I pressed, and it
finally mentioned agricultural labor and household work as the main
possibilities. Hany and I swapped skeptical glances.
Gary and I talked more, about
guarantees, fees and wages, and I began to feel that this crazy idea was
finally taking on flesh and bone. It might actually happen. I could soon be
earning good money. I told Gary, "Right, I'm in. Count me in."
Meanwhile, Hany was quiet. When
Gary stopped talking and looked back at the wall hanging, Hany took me aside.
"Do you know what you're doing?" he hissed. "You're selling
yourself. There are no guarantees, remember? You told me zat
yourself." He was backing out. Perhaps he'd learned his lesson from the yleinki
scheme.
I took him into the hallway and
told him that of course he didn't have to go. But I was going to seize this
chance to dig myself out of my hole. "But your mozzer, in the
meantime..." he prompted.
I responded that I had no other
way to help her. "This is what a man does," I told him quietly.
"I have to do this. For my mother." Hany looked at me sharply,
sifting my words, not replying. I could tell he was thinking, but I didn't know
what.
My hand had stolen back into my
pocket and I was fingering the plastic seed packet again. For my mother...
and my mother's trees. I pictured her row of bonsai trees, set up on the
rough wooden shelf I'd nailed up in her shack the last time I'd visited her.
She'd been lying down, looking over at me. Her face was swollen with a
greenish-blue bruise. The fungus had crept up on her like a malevolent lover,
and now it wouldn't leave. Her eyes had become puffy until it was hard to
recognize the soul inside them. "One day..." she'd say, "one day
we'll grow an apple tree, too." That was when the journey had really
started. I'd nodded to her and said nothing, just thinking about how I would do
it, and where I might be able to buy some apple seeds. The next day I left for
Cairo.
The door to Gary's apartment
opened, and in came an Egyptian woman of middle years, wider and heavier than
Hany's mother, swathed in several layers of dark dresses and scarves and towing
a boy not yet in his teens as her chaperone. She was the type with whom you wouldn't
want to fall into an argument: sharp tongue, sharper wit and a bullhorn of a
voice. Still, she glanced around anxiously until she triangulated on the alien
which called itself Gary.
"There you are!" she
began at top bellow, in street Arabic. The boy managed to pull away from her
hand and remained at the room's doorway, but she took up her battle position
directly in front of Gary's slight form. "So now what is your excuse? How
much longer you going to abuse the poor women of this city, eh? You got anything
for me, or you going to let us all starve, me and my ten children?" The muraro,
meanwhile, sat perfectly still and looked up at her with its big, reproachful
cat's eyes. She went on for quite a while, producing as material evidence her
long-suffering son Murad, dragging him into the room and baring his skeletal
chest and negligible abdomen, and showing the scar from which one kidney had
allegedly been extracted, to be sold for a pittance to keep the family alive.
She berated Gary, she shamed him as if she spoke before a thousand-strong
audience of his peers. We gathered that she was awaiting the earnings from her
eldest son Mohamed, who'd traveled away on a yleinki vehicle more than a
year before.
Even as she began her tirade, a
man emerged from the shadows of the balcony and attempted to calm her, calling
her "Om Mohamed", Mohamed's Mum, in a neighborly tone, though his
voice was hoarse and wasted. This man was little taller than the boy Murad, and
dressed in a suit jacket far too large for him. His frame was that of several
wire coat hangers artfully twisted into human form; his clothes hung loose. The
skin clung to his cheeks in a way that made me think of an aged drug addict, or
someone who has seen too much of life. He spoke Arabic stiltedly, as though he
was inventing the words moment by moment. His fingers, like twigs, sculpted and
cut the air as he spoke about patience and about the vast distances involved,
staring at Om Mohamed with sunken eyes.
The woman, distracted, divided
her fury between the alien and the scarecrow-man.
We looked on for a while, then
backed off further away from the noisy argument. I was having second thoughts.
The question of trust loomed largest. Perhaps Hany was right: there could be no
guarantees with people like this. When I told Hany this, he shook his head.
"No! You were right!" he said. "We have to do zis, for
our families. No problem zhe risk. We can keep our earnings wiz us. No problem
zhe trust. Mish mushkilla. We are men, and we will do it -
togezer." His eyes were wide, and I noticed that his forehead glistened
with moisture. I chewed my lip.
Finally Om Mohamed subsided when
Gary's minder passed her a small handful of cash with a promise of more within
a week. Then he turned to us with a disturbingly piercing stare and asked us if
we were ready to sign. I told him I'd come back the next day with the money.
The man turned to Gary and began a dialog in a language I'd never heard before.
At length he nodded, and turned back to us. "Actually, we can get you out
into the pipeline later tonight. How's that sound? You up for that?"
His words brought me out in a
sweat. I wanted to know exactly where this planet was, and how we'd get there,
and everything, but Gary just shook its head. Suddenly it seemed more realistic
to turn back to selling trinkets and plastic toys in the streets of Cairo.
Odor of
Sheep
We were shooting upwards through
the mesosphere at last. We two and maybe ten other unfortunates had been packed
into an airtight carbonfiber crate previously used, it seemed, for exporting
from Earth a large number of live sheep. It hadn't been washed since, so we
were all gagging on the smell. I should mention that Kepri had fixated on us -
well, on me, really - in a fervent expression of thanks. It had ways of
secreting itself into the tiniest of cracks in the wall and could still
communicate with us unobtrusively. I had finally asked it to refrain from a
running commentary as we launched, although it was keen to fill us in on the
technical aspects of the alien technology around us. It seemed that we were
launching on board one of the shuttles that the juarrabils had
commissioned the Chinese to build a decade before, complete with badly
calibrated bias drive that caused all the knocks and bangs. So it wasn't that
the spacecraft was shaking us around, but rather that the Gravitational
Constant was fluctuating throughout the length of the vessel, like the beat
frequency produced when two motors are running not quite at the same speed. So
said Kepri, who was of the opinion that the Chinese had produced their own bias
drive-powered vehicles in secret, but had never reached orbit with them. The yleinki,
njuks and juarrabils are known to maintain a thorough detection
network. We know it, and they know we know. But the moment we get our hands on
their toys...
There was no light source save a
tiny LED next to the locked hatch through which they'd pushed us. They'd told
us to hold tight to the straps used for strapping down the terrified animals,
but what with the crushing acceleration and violent shaking, I had lost hold of
mine. At least between us there were a number of low partitions, forming
cramped stalls, so we didn't smash into each other as we pitched and tossed in
the filthy straw. Hany was three or four stalls along from me. There was a lot
of howling noise too, all across the audible spectrum, which I associated with
the shuttle forcing its way through the atmosphere.
Needless to say I was regretting
my decision to travel, with a painful intensity. After what must have been half
an hour of bruising at several gravities, the rattling gradually faded and I
could hear other travelers moaning and crying out for help. The odor of vomit
insisted itself into my air passages. I shouted out to Hany, but heard nothing
from him. Heaving myself up so I could peer over the partition, I looked for
him, but it was far too dark. What would I do if he didn't make it?
Gradually the roaring noise
slackened off, I suppose as we flew through thinner air and out of the
atmosphere altogether. The man in the next stall began chuckling to himself,
like a man who can't stop coughing. "What's up with you?" I asked.
"You gotta laugh,"
came the reply in the darkness, some sort of British accent, maybe an exile
from London. "You pay your whole life savings, then they say hurry up an'
wait. So we wait in that friggin' shipping container for three days, just
sweating, starving, then it's all rush and hurry, driving us like bleedin'
animals, shaking us to bits... Whatever comes next, you gotta be glad we didn't
take that half-price option that Mister Potatohead offered us."
I grunted in reply. Gary had
agreed, after much haggling, to accept the little money Hany and I had, on
condition that he receive half of our first five paychecks. I was curious about
that strange creature sitting in its wildly furnished apartment: a species
renowned for its complicity in deceit, yet willing to be bartered down. I asked
the man next to me if he knew anything about the muraro. He replied that
this muraro used to be a regular puppet - that's what the name means,
apparently, puppet, a creature enslaved by some kind of unbreakable control -
but when its njuk master had perished in a firefight with the second juarrabil
landing party, Gary had escaped and learned to live independently, subsisting
off the scrapings of human society. "I had a fag with 'is minder," my
neighbor said. "That skinny little bloke. That's how I know."
"No more smokes up here,
though," I remarked, and he gave a low grunt in response, which I
interpreted as meaning that anything was possible.
When our world gave a few
murderous jerks we all got a scare. The gravity had tailed off to a bit less
than we were used to, and everything had gone quiet for a while, except the
moans and complaints from people in the crate, so we had thought we were
through the worst of things.
Then suddenly the hatch was
wrenched open and a series of head-splitting screeches sent my hands to my
ears.
The exact sequence of events of
the following few minutes is a bit of a jumble in my head. Once we'd all
crawled out, nursing serious bruises and flicking from our clothes pieces of
sheep muck, and I'd made sure Hany was there - bleary and nauseous but offering
me a weak smile that was like a sunburst to me - we realized that the
continuing painful bursts of noise emanated from a mass of slim, sinuous arms
that clung to the low ceiling. Its cheddar-colored body was small, and the arms
were of a material that was halfway on a sliding scale between organic and
mechanical. The pulsed shrieking it gave out gradually took on vague form: an
approximation of a voice, made up of screeches as of a variety of metal blades
drawn across sheet metal. For a long time it was impossible to tell if there
were words.
Everyone backed off when it was
plain that its tentacles could reach us. The Kepri-cloud's subtle shimmer
diffused and migrated into the shadows. I grabbed Hany and got us against the
far wall, banging my head on the low ceiling in the process. One
fellow-traveler was too slow and the creature plucked him up by the ankle and
dragged him to a large open floor hatch. When it dropped him, I think we all
gasped or cried out. His form vanished without a sound. The creature scuttled
closer across the ceiling, shrieking again. We scattered along the walls, into
the shadows. Some kept going along the long, narrow room, stumbling towards a
widely-spaced string of distant lights. No one seemed to have any idea what was
happening.
The compartment where we'd
emerged from the crate appeared to be a thin, indefinitely long hallway, barely
five feet high, pitch dark apart from occasional splashes of dim light like the
one in which we found ourselves. The walls, ceiling and floor were all a dun
brown, and slightly elastic. Our crate was not alone: three more like it had been
dropped nearby. The tentacled creature swiped an arm and opened them one at a
time, and more human forms emerged. Several of them were grabbed straightaway
and dropped through the hatch. Many of the people crawled or ran around in a
blind panic. I realized I was clutching Hany's arm as if he could save me, and
let go.
The man who'd been in the
partition next to mine was trying to get everyone's attention. "If we all
grab onto that thing at once, we can bring it down. Ain't nothing gonna throw
me down into some mincer." He had the physique of a wrestler. Several
other men nearby nodded. I hung back with Hany and watched. I said in his ear,
"I think we should back out right now. Get our money back. This is
insane."
He directed a disapproving frown
my way. "Too late," he mouthed. An icy shiver ran down my backbone.
Kepri spoke up then. "In
point of fact, your friend Mr Girgis is quite correct. We are already in low
earth orbit, inside a secure juarrabil facility."
"What is that thing
on the ceiling?" I asked Kepri.
"The nearest equivalent
human concept is a cyborg, although perhaps a biological hybrid robot would be
a more accurate description. Our hosts call it mrech. Unfortunately it
was not designed to communicate with humans."
A woman who had just emerged
from a crate waved her arms at the knot of men. She was yelling something.
Finally I realized that the
squid-thing on the ceiling, the mrech, was speaking a kind of English
constructed of metallic screeches. I could make out the words,
"Transit" and "Cooperate". Then, in a miraculous moment of
quiet, the woman was shouting, "I've been through this before! It's
alright. It's just a transport system to the next place." So saying, she
walked over to the hatch and hopped in.
A distant, growing rumble shook the
floor under our feet. We looked around. "Something's up," said a man
next to me. A breath of air wafted down the long corridor-like space.
The knot of belligerents refused
to accept what the woman had said. They charged at the ceiling-squid, but it
merely seized them three at a time and took them to the hatch. One of them, a
well-muscled man, managed to break off the end of a tentacle. He threw it, and
it landed at my feet in pieces. Without a definite thought, I grabbed the
attachment that had been at the end. It looked obscurely like a tool.
Then the rumble became a roar,
and the distant lights winked out one by one. "Water!" someone
yelled.
I turned to Hany. "Down the
hatch!" I shouted, over the chaos. He nodded. We ran, crouching the whole
time, to the hatch. Others followed. Kepri zoomed ahead of us, straight into
the hatch. I glanced in. A meter or two below floor level could be seen a
dazzling flow of light, like quicksilver with flecks of darkness moving at
unguessable speed. It gave no sound.
Hany shouted, "Ya Rab
satrak!" - which I think was a prayer - then he leaped in and vanished
without a splash. I looked up and saw a wall of water charging down the
passageway, and maybe ten or fifteen people rushing over to the hatch.
I held my breath and jumped.
My dreams were cacophonic, of
swimming against an inexorable current, of falling through the stratosphere
strapped to a dentist's chair, complete with Gary the slo-mo dentist, and the
impression of being smothered head to toe in ice cream. The sensation of
falling followed me into full consciousness, and I was floating in zero
gravity, surrounded by silent gray statues tethered on gray cords to rails on a
nearby wall, or perhaps a ceiling or floor, it was impossible to tell. I was
encased in freezing bubble wrap, I thought, until I looked down at myself. I,
too, was as gray as the statues, save for my face and hands. Horror fell upon
me. Both of my hands were clenched in fists.
We were a group of thirty or
more, floating under a bright sky... no, wait, at the edge of a great,
limitless chamber flooded with light. Perhaps. Others were waking up.
I took a deep breath. My clothes
had disappeared. Then I had lost... No. In my right fist I gripped a small
plastic packet. Sure enough, in it were the apple seeds. Seeing them was as
good as a miracle for me. I still had a future, despite the nightmarish
present. Strangely enough, the gray suit had deep thigh pockets, and I pushed
the packet in there.
I opened my left fist and saw
the squid-thing's tool. I stuffed that in the other pocket a little guiltily.
I called out Hany's name. Others
were stirring too. We talked a little. There was the face of the London man,
whose name I learned was Eric, and there was the woman who'd been through this
before. She was quietly talking to her neighbor. She told me her name was
Christina, originally from Slovakia. I said I was Rashad, from nowhere in
particular. She grinned at me, as if I'd made a joke, and I was smitten, though
her face was a little puffy and snub-nosed.
I asked her about her first
trip, and she wrinkled her nose. "It didn't go so well. Arrested the
moment we stepped out of the lander. Shipped home. But if I can make enough on
this job, I'll just take the money and run. I'm not going back to Earth if I
can help it. There's nothing there for me." I tried not to frown. That
wasn't what I'd expected. I felt a distaste for her plan, and at the same time
a complicity with her feelings for wanting to escape.
Then she asked me about my
reasons for doing this. I talked about earning money to pay for my mother's
treatment, but it didn't sound very convincing to me.
"Rashad! Over here!"
There was Hany, by the wall. He'd pulled himself hand over hand along his
tether. I did the same. We found the gray material of the suit to be flexible,
and managed to pull off our hoods. Others noticed and did the same. Christina's
hair, shoulder-length golden silk, floated around her like a mane. Eric had
sidled up to her somehow.
"What's happening to
us?" I asked Hany. He shook his head, with wide eyes. We hadn't spotted
Kepri yet. Pity - it had been useful as a guide.
Christina nodded to me, and took
the role of guide instead. "We've just been detoxified, that's all -
cleaned up - and dressed for work," she said. "We're in the people-smugglers'
Underground. The flooding you told me about, where we were, that was most
likely part of a cleaning routine. The smugglers use spaces like that secretly,
I think, so the System doesn't know. Officially know."
"We're just cattle,"
said someone. Christina didn't reply.
"Sheep," said someone
else. That got a quiet chuckle from several of us.
"Where is this?" asked
Eric. We could see no far end to the chamber in which we found ourselves. The
walls were interrupted by extruded shapes and indentations beyond our
understanding. It was like swimming over the floor of a vast, sunny ocean floor
made of cubes.
But Christina had no idea.
"Either up in space or - or in some other dimension," was her
hesitant answer. One of our number with a scientific mind was of the opinion
that the aliens didn't use a propulsion system involving reaction mass to
travel between stars, but could manipulate space-time itself. Others scoffed at
that. Christina said, "I think this is where we-"
Just then there was movement at
the wall. The tethers were grouped a few to a rail, and each rail was tugging
its tethered captives away. We all began drifting along like so many helium
balloons on a sunny day at the beach, with the tethers proving to possess a
certain amount of rigidity along their five-meter lengths. My inner goblin
began panicking. I followed the rails with my eyes, and saw that they diverged
after about ten meters, each disappearing distantly in a separate tunnel. The
tunnels were sized like aircraft hangars, and deep within them a flickering of
silver lit them up like haunted houses at a funfair.
I looked down at my rail and
Hany's, and saw that they were not the same. "Hey!" I shouted to him.
"They're breaking us up in groups!" I quickly pulled myself down my
tether. It was attached to a wheeled runner inside the track housing.
"Gotta go to the same place," I gasped. He swung over to me, offering
help. I looked up, checking who else was on the same tracks as us.
It was then that I noticed that
I was on the same track as Christina. I froze. The point of divergence in the
tracks approached rapidly. To understand my indecision, you need to know that
I'd never found mutual love through my life of exile and wandering, nothing
that lasted beyond half an hour of idle chatter. It was a lack that often kept
me awake in the dark, massaging the ache in my chest, hoping, imagining.
Christina could be the one. A pathetic, blind groping, it seems now, but at
that point she was a gemstone uncovered by a beggar.
"What is it?" asked
Hany, and that unfroze me quickly enough. Better the friend you know...
We pulled and twisted, bracing
our feet on the white wall surface as we slid along, but the tethers were made
of tougher stuff than that.
"What's zat in your
pocket?" he asked me, purely out of curiosity. We laughed over that one,
much later.
Soon the alien tool-thing was
out, and I fumbled around with it, snarling, "Come off, you!" A
glance showed me that the tracks diverged in just a couple of meters. One of
the points of the tool might fit into that slit in the runner, I thought.
Click. As if in answer to
my command, my tether came out of its runner. I felt myself beginning to float
free, and reached over to grab hold of Hany's tether. I tried to repeat
whatever operation I'd done, complete with the snarled command, to someone
else's tether, intending to swap it with mine, even as the rails began
diverging. As I struggled, the tool slipped from my grasp and spun away through
the air. It had failed me. So there was nothing for it but to continue gripping
Hany's tether. Hany let himself float away from the floor again, and I
followed, holding tightly to his arm. My tether hung limp behind me.
"Oho, we've picked up a
hitchhiker, have we?" Eric looked on, amused somehow, and I shrugged.
The tethers towed us apart. A
few people called out to each other, but mostly we gave ourselves up to the
journey. I didn't look at Christina. Hany and I were grouped with Eric and
another of those who'd fought the squid-thing, as well as a short, dark woman
who seemed to have retreated into herself. The hangar loomed before us and at
its far end a great panel of the rushing silver we'd seen in that hatch
beckoned us. I was beyond terror by that time: numb, resigned.
Just then, I felt a touch on my
earlobe. "Ah, my friends Rashad and Hany," came Kepri's voice once
more. "This inter-brane continuum is a most fascinating construction to
explore. The manner in which the juarrabil have manipulated-"
I distantly heard Eric laugh and
say, "Please keep your hands and feet inside the car at all times."
His companion joined in his laughter, adding, "Potatohead Airlines would
like to wish you a pleasant flight."
Honor
This time the dreams lingered:
the same swimming against the current, endlessly, swept away into an ocean of
silver and black. Kepri's monolog provided a surreal soundtrack.
Upon awakening, the first
impression that hit me was a suffocating smell, like rotten eggs and sewage. I
found myself on a waxy white palette the size of four double beds. Good, we
have gravity again, I thought. The walls of the room were mostly taken up
with drawers and instrument panels. Next to me, Hany, Eric and the other two in
our group were stirring and sitting up.
We finally emerged from the room
into a long, slightly curving corridor with an astounding view of the night
sky. No, I realized, not night, for there, down low, shone two orange-red suns.
And below, seeming close enough to touch, was the generous curve of a planet's
surface filling the whole of the lower view, with the darkened quarter of the
hemisphere studded with myriad patterns of lights. We decided we might be in
orbit, but it seemed we were barely above the atmosphere. The dark-skinned
woman, giving her name as Tarangini, turned out to be a physics graduate. She
spoke out her guess that this might be a beanstalk habitat, tethered to the
world's equator, with a counterweight reaching to geosynchronous orbit or
beyond. She noted that we didn't appear to be moving relative to the cloudscape
below. We shrugged and nodded at the appropriate points. Kepri said she was
quite right. The hyusis had spread out its swarm around the corridor in
order to remain unnoticed. Now and again a green dust-mote swam in my
peripheral vision. It complained that this arrangement made it harder for it to
think clearly.
A tall, legless, gracefully
translucent ischa approached us. It was the first time any of us had met
such an alien up close. Instead of a face, there was a blob reminiscent of a
fringed jellyfish. Instead of legs, the ischa glided on a skirt of tiny
pseudopods. The way its few internal organs were visible through its body gave
my stomach a flip. But I'd heard often that ischi served as little more
than household appliances to the so-called Greater Races, and none of us were
more than nervous on its approach.
Its voice was calming and almost
perfectly fluent, for an alien. It directed us through another door, where we
were to sort through huge skips full of junk and garbage. The bad smell was
obviously emanating from that room. We were reminded that the price of human
labor was lower than the cost of automation only by a very small percentage, so
we must work hard and not cause trouble.
Some others were already hard at
work. I immediately recognized Christina, and my heart hip-hopped. We all
compared notes as we worked. They'd arrived shortly before we had. I convinced
myself that Christina was glad to see me as we laughed -quietly - about my
fumbling effort to transplant myself onto Hany's rail, and here we all are
anyway.
The variety of foul, slimy
material in the skips was indescribable, but here and there we would dig out
manufactured objects. These were sorted by two bald, silent humans we didn't
recognize. We were required to wade into the toxic waste up to our hips, or
deeper, and dig around with scoops. After a short time the skin of my hands was
raw and irritated, despite the gloves provided, and the fumes from the skip
burned down into my lungs. But I was glad of the clinging gray suit after all.
So it went on. Work was punctuated
with infrequent breaks, which we took in a side room where a kind of tasteless
gruel was provided, and with sleep periods, which we spent in cramped
dormitories down a hallway. The suits seemed to sense when we needed to relieve
ourselves, and the appropriate flap opened. Often I was beset with terrible
itches which I could not scratch. Often I wanted to talk to Christina but she
was not around, or refused to answer. When we did exchange a few words, it
seemed that I'd sometimes bring a smile to her lips.
Meanwhile, Kepri disappeared for
many hours at a time. When it came back, its familiar voice would again whisper
in my ear. It said it was looking around and foraging for consumables - by
which I suppose it meant food. It never stayed long enough for me to think of
any useful questions to ask it; my mind was numbed by the labor .
Gradually, over the course of
the first few shifts - it was impossible to think of days, since none of us had
managed to keep a watch, and the local time periods were much longer than 24
hours - we succumbed to a listless stupor. Very few words passed between anyone
anymore. I was lost in my own daydreams, replaying my favorite music in my
head, re-imagining places I had been and people I had met. I constructed
elaborate revenge fantasies in which I, Rashad Stevens, drove the aliens from
our homeworld, perhaps returning to Earth at the head of the greatest space
fleet the galaxy had ever seen.
Eric had lost his earlier sense
of humor and spent his time muttering to himself or shirking his work, which
most of us did at some point.
Hany was different, I think. He
mostly worked in silence, but whenever I passed him he would smile at me, and
often I'd hear him singing to himself in Arabic. I recognized the word
"Allah", so they must have been hymns. Many of the tunes had a
mournful swing to them, but others were quite jolly. Once, as I emerged from
the skip, coated chest downwards in a clinging yellow mucus that smelled like
industrial solvent with undertones of rotting meat, and weary to the bone, I
muttered to him through clenched teeth, "How do you manage it?"
"Manage what?" he
replied, surprised. He handed me a pair of nose plugs he'd fashioned from the
edge of his sleeping mat. He was already wearing some, lending an air of
clownishness to his appearance.
"Hey, thanks! I mean, to
keep so cheerful."
Hany inclined his head to one
side, considering. "I sink about my family, about sunshine, and good
sings, and most of all I sink about my God."
I snorted as I made for the
shower stand. "Your God? Where is he when you need him, eh? Don't you ever
get angry? Or depressed?" I asked.
He nodded. "Yes, I do get.
It is called the dark night of the soul. So I wait until the morning, and enjoy
to look at the stars."
I gave up on that tack. We didn't
have much in common when it came to religion. But mention of his family had
reminded me of something. Once I'd hosed most of the muck off my suit, I asked
him how he'd gathered enough ready cash, that evening, to pay Gary. Did his
family still have enough to live on?
"I sold the paintings to
Gary, and a few ozzer things." he admitted. "Yes, zey still have
enough. Zey will stay wiz my uncle in Zagazig. Or go to the monasteries."
I recalled that Zagazig was a
city in the Nile Delta, and nodded. "As for me," I admitted, "I
have nothing left." I recalled those paintings: Madonna and Child, and St
George and the Dragon. I knew that was a serious sacrifice for his family to
make. Hany had to make good now. So did I.
It was about then that Gary's
minder, the skinny scarecrow-man, showed up. We had learned from Eric that his
name was Haviar Mendez. There were thirteen or fourteen of us working at the
time. Instead of a gray suit, his was golden, with a cape and belt. He looked
like a miniature superhero who had neglected his physique to the point of
starvation, but he showed no sign of realizing this. He swaggered into our
workroom, answering our stares with a "Get back to work!" and
sneering at our efforts.
I recovered from the surprise of
seeing him here, and remembered our conversation back in Cairo. I asked him
where the agricultural work was that he'd promised us. It was probably a pretty
dumb think to say.
He halted and stared at my feet
a moment, as if at a cockroach. Without looking up, he spat out a few words:
"This is agricultural work. This muck is what certain races grow
their food in." I blanched at the thought, and recalled the molokhaya that Hany's mother had
served us. At that moment I could probably have swallowed a whole bowl of that
sticky stuff, without drawing breath.
He impressed upon us in a
gloating fashion that a select few of us would stand a chance of promotion and
bonus, those who worked the hardest, and that he would be judging the quality
of our work. At that, he threw a scathing glance my way.
With that, Mendez minced up to
Christina, who was almost a head taller than him, and led her away towards the
dormitories with an oily smile. She began to protest and pull away, but he
muttered something menacing to her, and she complied. They walked right past
where I was standing. I could have blocked his way, but hesitated too long. I
shouted, "Hey!" to their backs, but nobody seemed to notice. I
gritted my teeth in an effort to stop my body trembling. It all happened so
quickly.
Eric appeared to wake suddenly
from a stupor. He said, "I'm not 'avin' that!" But even as he
gathered together three of the men and whispered to them, I saw at the main
doorway to the workroom a muohatuk sentry. "Uh-oh," muttered
one of the men, "it's one of those headless gorillas." Its short
front arm turned to and fro, watching us, while its left arm bore a thick,
armored glove that might also have been a weapon. It stalked across the room
and stood in the doorway leading to the dormitories, watching us the whole
time.
Hany and I got busy with our
work, hosing down and sorting metallic and non-metallic debris into bins. It
was obvious that the muohatuk was more than capable of tearing each of
us limb from limb, and I didn't feel like getting any further into the bad books
of the golden scarecrow, however much I loathed what he might be doing to
Christina.
Suddenly Eric's group acted. Two
of them had scooped up some of the toxic gloop in buckets and now threw it over
the muohatuk, while the other two set about the alien sentry with long
metal tools. Its roar of outrage was deafening. It swung its two main arms and
knocked Eric's tool out of his hands. He was thrown against a wall. A stream of
projectiles shot from its armored glove and made a noisy mess of the ceiling just
above Eric's head. Fragments hit my cheeks and nose, and I ducked down.
I had been expecting a blinding
laser. It seems that shooting sharp little lumps of metal at people at high
speed is always going to be a cheap and nasty way to hurt people.
The strongest of the men grabbed
the muohatuk's gloved arm and wrestled it; a chatter of gunfire, and one
wall gained a pattern of ragged holes. The two other men tackled its torso and
right arm; meanwhile, Eric dodged around it and ran into the dormitory. Hany
and I watched from behind the cover of a skip, wide-eyed. Everyone else had
similarly scattered. I murmured Kepri's name, wondering if it could have
affected the outcome of this unequal struggle, if it had been present.
The muohatuk threw off
all three of the men in one convulsive movement of rage and leveled its left
fist at the nearest as he tried to get up off the floor. There came a sharp
flurry of reports, but the man had already thrown himself sideways, behind a
metal bin and away from the stream of bullets.
Amidst the shouting and noise, I
heard a sharp buzzing. Around the alien's form could suddenly be seen a dim
green nimbus, and its four upper limbs froze in place. It swayed on its feet.
Its three human assailants recovered enough to retrieve their metal rods and
advance on the muohatuk. Still the creature had not fired its
glove-weapon again. It was like someone had pressed 'pause'.
Kepri's voice sounded distinctly
in the workroom. "Do not damage this being any further. It will not harm
you now."
The ten or so of the others
looked around in wonder and incomprehension. One of the men with rods advanced,
growling, "Well, I'm going to do it
some harm."
I had to speak up. "Just
think about it. They have armies of these monsters stacked up somewhere. The voice
you hear, it's okay, it's a friend," I said. "Do what it says."
The man hesitated, glaring at
me.
Just then, the gold-suited
scarecrow staggered from the dormitory holding his nose, which oozed blood. He
looked around, bewildered at the sight of his paralyzed sentry, then hastened
out of the room into the passageway, muttering that we hadn't seen the last of
him yet.
On Kepri's advice, we
congregated in the dormitory while it unfroze the muohatuk: a burst of
gunfire, a grunt or two, then heavy footsteps exiting the workroom. We all
breathed sighs of relief. Christina was sitting on the edge of a bed and Eric
stood nearby.
We all had a long debrief. They
had some questions about Kepri, and Kepri remained hidden but spoke through
Hany and I. It claimed that Haviar Mendez did not dare report the incident to
his juarrabil masters, since what he'd been attempting to do with
Christina was against their code of behavior, as was enlisting a muohatuk
as bouncer. Further, Kepri could mess with the audio and video surveillance
feeds in the workroom and dormitory to erase all record of the event. It seemed
it was adept at such tasks, including fogging the muohatuk's memory with
the use of a nasal spray the juarrabil often used on them.
One of Eric's little gang, Akram
by name, slouched onto a bed nursing a cut lip and a badly bruised cheek. I'd
heard him say he was from Alexandria. He sounded like he'd learned all his
English from movies. "So this, your alien, you say we trust it?" he
asked, scowling and cursing. "How we trust any of those devils?"
He had a point. Everyone wanted
to know more about this enigmatic cloud of green motes. But Kepri had had
enough for one day, and vanished through an air vent. So Hany and I had to
vouch for the hyusis, while knowing little more than they did about it.
Imagine our surprise, therefore,
when an ischa glided into our workroom during the next shift and called
us together for an announcement. It said, in clear but stilted English, that
Eric, Akram and the other two involved in assaulting the muohatuk were
to be transferred to another work team. Akram bared his teeth and glared at the
messenger. Eric took a step backwards, looking somewhat pale. We all began
protesting at once, but the ischa motioned for calm in a distinctly
human fashion.
"This transfer... not
punishment, but promotion. The juarrabil noble of this tower knows about
fight. Juarrabil noble commends four workers. They prevent a shame from
happening." I stared at Eric. He and the other three stood with their
mouths hanging open. "Juarrabil noble happy with not-shame workers.
Come now." With that, the ischa turned and glided away.
Eric called after it,
"Wait! What, we just take your word for it?" There was no reply. Eric
shook his head in frustration. "We don't go unless she goes." He took
Christina by the arm.
Akram shook his head and walked
towards the entrance. "No way, man. I go outta here." The other two
hesitated. The ischa had already left the room.
Christina began to speak,
telling Eric he had to go. Instead of heeding her, he convinced her to go with
him. He'd negotiate her transfer. Then they were all gone, and they never
returned to the workroom.
Kepri later apologized for his
failure, and explained that the juarrabil in question had been watching
the live video feed, and was now tracking down the cause of the recording being
deleted. Hany asked how a juarrabil could possibly commend what had
almost been an insurrection amongst us menial humans. Kepri didn't quite
understand the question at first, but said that some juarrabil kept more
strictly to their honor code than others. "This species is diametrically
opposite in nature from the devious njuk, for example, who cannot
contemplate any action whatsoever unless it is saturated through and through
with intrigue and deception. Mister Mendez shared much of their nature. They
are the masters of conspiracy, while the juarrabil excel in bold action
which inspires fear in their enemies. Thus the noble of this tower applauded
the aggressive action of your colleagues, and looked with disdain on Mister
Mendez's performance."
So we got back to work. We
didn't see Mendez again. I stuck with Hany more than before. I needed someone
to commiserate me. I was sick with chagrin for more work shifts than I could
count.
Chance To Make
Big Bucks
"Why do you think I didn't do anything?" I asked Hany again,
in a hoarse whisper.
He was spooning up the porridge
that tasted like sour sawdust but sustained us through our work. I'd shoved in
as much as I could take. He looked over at me and swallowed hard with a pained
look. Tarangini sat at the other end of the table from us, and two of the
others with her. "I sink you worry too much," he said.
Ten or twenty shifts had passed
since the fight. I missed the presence of Christina, but more than that, I was
left wondering what use I was, and why I was even doing this. "I
think..." I went on, "I think I don't care for people much. Do you
think I care about people? Really care?"
With a little smile, Hany looked
me over like a doctor would. "Confession is good for the soul," he
chanted, like a little song, turning my head to peer into my ears, giving my
skull a little knock. Then he sat back. "I sink you worry too much about
yourself," he said. "You should sink more about what good you can
do."
"Thanks, doc," I said,
summoning a brief grin. "But I got no confidence in myself. I could've
help save Christina, both of us could, and got promoted out of here." The
others got up and wandered back to work. I shrugged at Hany. "But there I
go - just thinking about myself, like you say. I wonder why I ever did this.
I've deserted my mother, haven't I? And anyway, how long will it take to earn
some useful money?" We'd ascertained that the net pay rate on this
slime-picking job was hopelessly low. They were deducting for accommodation and
life support and even for the monotonous sludge we ate. Without that elusive
promotion we were stuck for a long, long time. Tarangini had calculated it:
five to ten years to pay off our debts to Gary, then another five or ten to
earn enough so that it would be worthwhile going home. That killed me. There
was no way I could do that.
And we hadn't seen Kepri for
days. I knew that juarrabil currency was good medicine back on Earth,
however, so at least the few grains of it we were earning would translate into
a modest heap of cash eventually, if we ever made it home. They drip-fed us
with little wage chips which we were encouraged to spend in shower cubicles,
extra gruel, and the like.
If we ever made it home: that
was a moot point. We'd managed to extract from Kepri the following data: this
planet orbited a star known to our astronomers as BD 82077, and it was 913
light-years from Earth. None of us could get our minds around that. None of us
recognized the constellations, on the rare occasions we were able to peep out
at the view, and we had no idea where Sol lay.
Hany wasn't much help, really.
He seemed almost content to slave away for as long as necessary, trusting
unseen aliens to do the right thing when the time came.
So I worked away, hating the juarrabils,
space gecko scum, hating myself for walking into this of my own free will,
hating the food and the dim light and the stench which seeped around the most
determined nose plugs we could make. And I hated carrying around those apple
seeds. They reminded me how fast I was traveling away from ever realizing my
hopes of having my own life, or of saving my mother.
The next time Kepri showed up I
was waist-deep in a green gel in which were apparently suspended diced body
parts of a creature that was an intersection of a giant gray fungus and a
rotting squid. Kepri's green specks rose to the surface of the reeking gel and
sat just under the surface. One crawled up my gray suit and sat behind my ear.
"I am deeply ashamed at my
long absence," it began. "I am in what you call stealth mode. Please
communicate by sub-vocalization, without moving your lips."
Mm-hmm, I said, and
carried on scooping up gray bits into a floating basket.
It babbled on. "I have
learned many things about this place. So much, in fact, that I must make the
return trip to Earth to contact my fellow-hives. I have come by in order to bid
you farewell, and to ask if there is any favor I may perform for you when I
arrive at your homeworld."
I thought about that. My first request
was that he drive off the juarrabils, yleinki and njuk
from Earth and rebuild what they'd destroyed.
Hearing this, Kepri simulated a
low chuckle. "I have come to appreciate the double nature of your race's
humor. You say some of your deepest sayings through this fantastic style. Our
race, too, was driven from its homeworld by a similar scourge of unwanted
visitors."
So then I asked Kepri if it
could take the few wage chips I'd earned so far and give the equivalent in
Earth-cash to my mother. It replied that it could not carry even so small a
load: the chips were the size of pennies.
Then I asked about traveling
from this place: how would a human like me go about finding passage to Earth? I
admit that a wave of homesickness was washing over me just then. It answered my
question in such detail that I had to ask for some recapitulation. I memorized
what I could.
A second later all the green
specks had vanished into the gel. A muohatuk had patrolled into the
workroom.
Then, a few shifts later when I
was just heaving my leaden body from my bunk, the little physicist Tarangini
beckoned to me at the door to the men's dormitory. I grunted and stepped her
way. Without speaking - we knew we were under constant surveillance - she
tucked a folded paper into my palm and nodded, before hurrying off to work. I
stuffed it into my pocket and went to find some sawdust porridge.
Upon finishing that shift and
falling into bed, I pulled the sheet way over my head and unfolded the paper.
I'd been wondering about it the whole time, glancing at Tarangini constantly.
But she gave no sign, either of affection or of nervousness.
Now I smoothed out the paper and
read the handwritten note:
Chance to make big bucks.
Need 4 more crew. Travel involved. Yleinki boss leaving at 28:83. Be
ready. Keep secret from gerbils.
It was signed by Eric and
Christina.
On the dormitory wall was a juarrabil
clock, showing 27:12. I did the conversion in my head and realized there was
only about an hour until the deadline. I hoped the gerbils didn't have
bio-scanners mounted, because my heart rate had leapt, and I felt sweat
pricking up on my forehead and palms.
Pushing my rebellious body out
of bed, I went to the door of the women's dormitory. Tarangini was sitting up,
chatting quietly to another of the women, but she saw me and came over.
I nodded once. She pointed one
finger at herself, then two at me, then three at her companion, who had walked
up behind her, then raised an eyebrow with all four fingers waving. I shrugged.
I would have to show the note to Hany.
The four of us hung around at
the entrance to the workroom, trying to look like we were on a break from work.
Suddenly the door opened and there was Eric, looking grim and dressed now in a
dark brown suit almost identical in design to our gray ones. We hurried after
him without a backwards glance. He didn't say a word until we reached another
room rather like the one in which we'd arrived, minus the wide white palette.
Christina and two others sat on the floor, looking as exhausted as we did. There
had been five of them originally, I recalled.
"Where is...what's his
name? Akram?" I asked her.
She shook her head. "He
didn't make it," she replied. I asked no more questions.
Quickly Eric briefed us on their
offer. There was a yleinki vessel leaving very shortly, with the offer
of simple but demanding household work at the other end of the trip. The trip,
though, appeared to use a different type of technology to that which had
brought us all to BD 82077. Eric's hurried description gave me the idea of a
chute between this star and another, along which the vessel would slide in
almost no time, but due to latent relativity effects many years would pass in
the outside universe during the journey.
As he was speaking, he hustled
us out of the room, down a hatch, along a dark corridor and through an echoing
warehouse-like space. We moved furtively, like rats.
I caught up with him and asked
just how many years would pass. He shook his head. "I dunno. Maybe five.
Maybe ten or more. It's a long way, you know. Thousands of light-years, he told
us."
Hany and I looked at each other,
thinking the same thought. We both had someone waiting for us back home. How
would this work out? But then we seemed to have arrived at the boarding point.
Out of a series of slitted windows could be seen a perfectly monstrous
apparition, which I took to be the yleinki spacecraft. You know when a
stick of celery is left too long and begins to turn to mush? Plant on it rows
of colonies of moss or mold, and handfuls of bent needles and buttons, then
inflate it to the size that would dwarf any skyscraper on Earth, and that's
what Eric appeared to want us to board.
"It's just the transfer
shuttle," he told us. "Look."
Further out we could just
glimpse a glimmering of elusive crystalline planes against the starry backdrop.
"It's stealthed, to stop the juarrabils taking any official
notice," said Eric.
Hany put his hand on my arm.
"Do you want to do zis?" he asked me. I saw he was worried about this
new journey, but didn't want to stop me. I remembered him telling me I had to
think about other people, not just myself.
"We shouldn't go," I
told him, with much more assurance than I felt. "I should go back to my
mother, even if I don't have a pot of gold for her." There; I had said it.
It was like someone had released a belt that had constricted my chest for so
long.
Eric motioned briskly.
"Gotta go. Now." A narrow tubeway had opened in the wall. It appeared
to lead into the celery-stick monster. The others hurried towards it. Christina
lingered.
"No," I told them,
"we're not going. I'm sorry. The time lag..."
Hany pointed out the dangers
facing them if they were caught escaping the juarrabil.
Christina nodded. "True,
but he who dares, wins. It's better than staying put." She moved to the
tubeway, following Tarangini and her friend. Eric scowled at us and after
another intense exchange, gave up on us and muttered about rounding up two more
at a moment's notice. He sprinted off the way we had come. Hany and I followed
as fast as we could, knowing we'd never find the way back otherwise.
I turned to wave to Christina,
but she'd gone. It was like switching from color to black and white. I never
saw her again. I had waited in line for years in the rationing queue, only to
find there was nothing left for me when I got to the front.
We knew we'd better get back to
our dormitory, or risk being docked pay for straying out of our allotted area.
Finally, as we hurried along the corridor with the planet view, I muttered to
Hany about the method of travel that Kepri had briefed me on. Afraid of hidden
eavesdropping devices, we spent our next rest time in our beds exchanging
scribbled notes. This was a habit we'd got into over the interminable time we'd
been there. Any kind of writing material was traded like gold dust.
Hany didn’t like the sound of
Kepri's scheme. But the alternative - laboring on as wage-slaves in this muck
and squalor for years while our loved ones on Earth withered away and died -
that was a bitter road, too bitter for either of us. Finally we were decided.
Despite the fact that we hadn't made much in the way of money, and we were
still heavily in debt to Gary, we would attempt to escape the juarrabil
system and travel back to Earth. I finally knew I had to be at my mother's
side, even if I couldn't save her. My apple seeds sat unused in my pocket, and
there was only one planet on which they had any chance of growing.
"The situation has changed
since then, and you're not going to like it," said the man. He spoke in a
rasping whisper and didn't meet our eyes even once.
We met with Kepri's contact in
an in-between space, a disused level in the orbital tower, vertically compacted
for efficiency. What might have once been a grand ceiling hanging far overhead
with faux-crystals or stalactites was now so close to the floor that Hany and I
had to pick our way between the smooth, dull growths that glowed just faintly
enough for us to see. We didn't have flashlights. We could hear small, startled
creatures scuttling away from our feet. In several places we had to duck or
crawl to find our way through, finally, to a central space where we could stand
upright and wait for our anonymous contact.
He was tall, and thin to the
point of skeletal. He was dressed, or encased, in a suit of translucent
jelly-like material that made him appear oddly like an ischa. Perhaps he
had lived among aliens for so long that he'd forgotten what it is to be human,
for he never smiled, frowned or showed the slightest emotion. He explained that
in order to reach Earth we'd have to take passage on a juarrabil vessel
- but he gave it a name or descriptor we didn't recognize - and we would have
to accept very humble, cramped quarters. He was quite frank in explaining the
illegality and danger of this means of travel, but stated that there was no
other reliable way to reach Earth at that time. When I asked about the flowing
silvery portals through which we'd come, he shook his head, saying in his husky
drone, "That route is operated by a very devious group of traffickers.
They never arrange for return passage, whatever they may have told you."
We didn't know whether or not to
believe him, but we had no other way to travel. We had to take him at his word.
The payment he demanded, though,
was little short of extortion. He said that if we did not pay up front, he
would turn us in to the juarrabil authorities. Despite our sincere and
bitter protests, we both ended up handing over almost half the wage chips we'd
earned by the sweat of our brows.
The worst aspect of our
accommodation aboard the juarrabil vessel was, predictably, the
overpowering smell. Even our best nose plugs could do little to shield us. We
could barely breathe at first, because opening our mouths would make us gag.
If you've ever been lucky enough
to visit a zoo or a farm and gone up close to the mucking-out department, then
you have the foundation for the stench we faced every moment, for many days.
The sweet stink twisted into itself strands of ammonia or vinegar. At different
times I could smell rotting fruit, rancid meat and that awful old cheese the
Egyptians adore. Indeed, Hany seemed to manage a little better than me.
Our contact had never specified
exactly why we would find our quarters so cramped. Understandably, he
didn't want to scare off his customers.
We shared a space with a large
number of alien beasts.
All of them were confined behind
barred gates most of the time, but we soon learned that there was an automated
system of exercise for them. At irregular intervals one or another of the gates
would shoot up with a clang and the beast or beasts inside would be let out for
perhaps an hour into the central small paddock where we had been dumped.
Sometimes they were fed via a chute in the ceiling.
I lowered myself through the
access hatch and dropped lightly to the floor, retching with the smell. The
paddock was barely lighted at all, but I could make out the barred gates and
sensed that living things crouched behind them. As Hany followed me and the
ceiling hatch was quickly locked behind us, we glanced around nervously with our
hands over our mouths and noses. This was where we were expected to spend a
week or two on the way back home.
After a minute had passed, one
of the gates rattled upwards and a clatter of what sounded like hooves
announced the rapid approach of a horse-sized creature. In the dim light I
could hardly make out that it was not at all a horse, but rather more like a
scorpion with fur. Instead of pincers it sported whips like long monkey tails.
Hany screamed as one of the
whip-tails shot out and grabbed at his leg. I pulled him in the other
direction, yelling at him to move.
We very quickly climbed one of
the other barred gates and squeezed ourselves into the opening of a large air
vent, high enough above the floor that the exercising beast could not reach us.
Some of the creatures were obviously carnivorous and were kept teetering on the
brink of ravenous hunger. The furry scorpion-like beast, after its first charge
at us, lost interest and just cantered to and fro across the paddock. We just
stared at each other, wild-eyed and dismayed.
The one bright feature of that
journey was our discovery that we were not alone as sentient, reasonable
beings. We finally stumbled upon a crevice-like passageway into which most of
the menagerie could not follow us, and from that passage we could climb up onto
a wide shelf-space, barely high enough to squeeze into. But lying there long
before we had come was Jim.
Jim was a species of alien we
had never seen before. His coal-black carapace or skin almost hid him from us,
but he greeted us with a Hnn? of startled amazement. "You're people!"
he proclaimed in passable English. "Real people! Spent too long down here,
too long. Tongue gone forgetful." Coming from a human, I would have
guessed the speaker was recovering from the numb lips and tongue brought on by
a dental operation. But he was quite understandable.
In the eternal twilight he
looked like a twitching heap of charcoal left behind from a long-ago barbecue.
As we cautiously approached on our bellies we saw that his back was composed of
fist-sized castles of stuff like coral or barnacles, and from an opening
underneath Jim's pseudo-foot extruded. Overall he had the size and form of a
turtle, but instead of flippers his soft, utterly flexible single limb enabled
movement and held his sensory organs.
We talked, and as we unloaded
all our questions on him, we quickly became friends. Rather than resenting our
intrusion into his limited space, he welcomed us and shared all his survivor's
knowledge of the grim underworld in which we found ourselves.
One extruded lump flexed and
wavered until we realized he had fashioned a humanoid head to face us. It had
the features of a rubbery elf, hairless and earless, but its lips moved when
Jim spoke. We were tempted to laugh at Jim's puppet show, but instead I
complemented him on the face's realism.
"Jim's off on a great tour
of this galaxy, see? I'm the last of the noble tourists. You come along, guys,
why not? Shwoo! Shwee!" The explosive wheezing, we guessed,
signified whatever passed for laughter among his kind, and in that little space
it shook us out of the numb, half-dead mode of existence that had crept up on
us during our months of labor. He claimed to belong to a long-lived species
from near the Galactic Core, and to have mastered dozens of languages during
his extensive travels. At first I didn't believe his manic assertions. He
seemed to have lost touch with reality, but gradually I saw that he was
enormously self-aware, ironic and possessed of a great determination to stay
cheerful. "That zoo down there? You don't know why it is? I tell you. It's
food store for lizard-men. Their sport when they eat. Those lizard-men, they most
strange. Most strange."
The Dark
Night
We realized that we were
starving as we lay there, sandwiched tightly between floor and ceiling. We
hadn't eaten for a day or two while waiting to sneak aboard this juarrabil
ship. On the subject of food, Jim took a confidential tone. "Now, we can
get you food. There is food to be had. And not just any food for my new friends,
but real Earth food. Do you know how?" We shook our heads in astonishment.
"These lizard-men catched a tiger, a real, honest Earth-tiger. Jim
went to Bombay Zoo one time, saw the real thing. And in one cage down here the
lizard-men have one. Every day comes some tiger-food, before Old Stripey goes
walking around. You jump out with me, grab some steak, jump back real fast.
Fast! Or else we end up as tiger food! Ha ha!"
So that's what we did. We had to
wait several strained and hungerful hours, but finally Jim alerted us.
"Horn-head snake gone in. Now Old Stripey 's turn. Let's go!" We
scrambled down, noticing that Jim could slip and slide on his pseudo-foot as
fast as we could move, crept along the passageway, and reached the paddock just
in time to see a cascade of raw meat joints tumbling from a small hatch in the
ceiling. We both grabbed an armful and scampered back, giggling like school
children as we heard a gate clanging open. Jim grabbed up a couple of joints in
an extruded paw, bellowing, "Fwee! Shwoo!" The tiger growled
and padded out, but not fast enough to catch us. He was a huge, noble creature,
completely out of place there. It was far beneath his dignity to harass lesser
beings such as us.
Jim even showed us a way to
scorch the meat so it tasted half-cooked. He slid to the very back of the
shelf-space with us in tow, and slapped his first steak up on a hot pipe that
ran along the ceiling of the shelf. We each copied him, and found the results
to be little short of delicious. The agonizingly attractive aroma of the slowly
cooking meat even helped to dispel the animal stench for a few minutes. Jim
seemed to be omnivorous, and joined us in our cookout. He'd even managed to
bore a pinhole in a water pipe, and had some hollowed-out bones in which to store
the precious liquid. We sipped gratefully. It was lukewarm, but we didn't care.
We were chewing in silence when
Jim's rubbery puppet suddenly grinned and said, "All that other meat, and
the strange food, and the green stuff: it's not for human and not for Jim.
Don't touch it. Make you sick." From the hilarious grimace he pulled, he
seemed to speak from experience of a recent gastronomic experiment.
When we were sated and sighing
with contentment, Jim showed us his bone collection. Some were long enough for
use as weapons, and some were curiosities. Some were not truly bones, but
pieces of carapace and other alien oddments. He'd made an arrangement like a
free-form chess set in a corner of the shelf space. We made appreciative
noises, amazed at how he'd been able to snatch these bones from under the noses
of the beasts.
He explained how the juarrabils
on board were extraordinarily wealthy and refined. They spent much of each
voyage dining in style, which to their species, as predators, meant watching or
participating in the death of a creature that they would then eat, raw. Cooking
was a foreign concept to them. They employed a gamekeeper to ensure that the
beasts remained alive and well, and strong enough to put up a fight. It was the
gamekeeper who took the beast of the day from its cage to the juarrabils'
gaming pit.
Jim spoke of the gamekeeper very
seriously, even with a tinge of fear. We did not want to meet that gamekeeper,
he assured us, because if we did, it would be the end of us. Any stowaways were
considered fair game for the juarrabils' revels. I tried not to dwell on
that.
The juarrabil ship
traveled between the stars through what Jim called otherway. Whatever it
was, it hurt. It came on suddenly: one moment I was trying to catch a nap,
curled up on the shelf next to Hany, and before I knew it a string of
firecrackers exploded in my head, sending me into convulsions. I vomited over
the edge of the shelf, crying out in pain. Hany reacted in much the same way.
My whole nervous system spasmed for about a minute - at least, Jim later told
us it was about a minute, but I'm sure it was closer to an hour - then the
agony released us from its grip and flung us down, moaning.
"Sorry, sorry," came
Jim's concerned voice. "You vertebrates have a tough time with otherway.
Me, I just get headache."
So there were some advantages to
being a sentient snail, after all, apart from being able to put on fantastic
puppet shows. We two vertebrates became concerned that we had suffered
permanent neurological damage. We could hardly move or think for hours after
without sparking echoes of that terrible minute. It felt to me like a handful
of neurons snapped every time I turned my head.
Jim seemed apologetic.
"Those lizard-men. They have a great otherway shield-system for their
apartments up there. But for their pets down here? No. Nothing."
"So, Jim," I asked,
"what takes you to Earth? You want to visit the zoo again?" We were,
as ever, spread out on the shelf, possibly about a day into our journey.
Jim was silent, and I thought he
had fallen asleep.
Hany spoke up. "Maybe
he-"
"Earth?" wheezed Jim.
"Been there. Done it. Got locked in a zoo for a week. Then I learned the
language and they realized I was a thinking mollusc and released me. No,
not going to Earth. Why?"
I was puzzled. "But that's
where we're going. We're going home." We'd already described our
ordeal working for the lizard-men.
"No," replied Jim,
slowly "You are not going that way." We stared at him, holding our
breath. "This ship goes to a busy place which is run by -" Then he
said a word we didn't recognize. "Their hub. A mighty and awesome and
greatly-to-be-avoided race. Very far from your Earth. Did you not know this
when you came aboard?"
We spluttered and complained,
but Jim calmly insisted on what he had said. "Maybe your friend who put
you aboard made a mistake," he suggested when I began cursing my contact
who'd taken so much of our money.
I sunk into a dark mood then,
all alone in a deep pit from which there was no escape. Hany lay nearby,
muttering quietly in Arabic. It didn't sound like his usual singing and
praying. When I asked him, he refused to speak. Then he carried on muttering.
If even Hany had lost his composure, what hope was there for me?
More than anything, I longed
with every bone and muscle to see Earth again. Seeing it would be enough for
me. Then I could die contented. No, I decided, that wouldn't be enough. What I
was desperate for was to stand on its solid surface and feel the air on my face
and see the sky overhead. No more wandering lost in the unfeeling vastness of
space, no more slavery to these utterly foreign creatures.
But as I lay there in silence,
hearing the beasts shift and moan and chitter nearby, breathing only when
absolutely necessary in order to keep the stink at bay, I could feel Earth
getting further away, dwindling to a point and vanishing, less than a speck of
dust in the inky whirlpool. The thought hurt. I mean I felt a physical pain in
my chest that made me writhe. So I pushed Earth out of my mind for a time. I faced
a future living as a human rat in an alien sewer.
Hany's mutterings grew louder. I
summoned every fiber of humanity in me and asked, "What?"
Silence. Then, finally, he said,
"God forgets us. I tell him why I will not pray. I cannot."
That almost made me chuckle.
"So you're praying about not praying. Funny."
Half an hour later, I added,
"So what makes you think he's listening, if he's forgotten you?"
The answer was long in coming.
"Zhe angels and zhe saints will tell him my message. If God wills."
"Oh."
Once I half-awoke to the sound
of screeching from the paddock. A cage door opened, and I felt air moving on my
cheek. The screeching moved away into the distance and the cage door clanged
shut. A beast was being dragged to its fate. The gamekeeper was out there, and
I held my breath for as long as I could. Then it was all still again, and I
drifted off to a troubled sleep. The worst of my dreams was one in which I
relived my failure to help Christina, but in a dozen cruel permutations. A
gold-caped demon mocked me, my feet were welded to the floor, I was naked, or
else my tongue had been extracted. The horror of it woke me. I was sweating and
trembling.
Our mental distress weakened our
bodies. I felt feverish. Hany couldn't sleep and hovered in an in-between state
of zombie-like fog. If only we could get out of this hell-hole, any planet
would do! But still there was the awful routine of scrambling out for food
when Jim gave us the word. And I won't describe the process of relieving our
bowels and bladders, except to say that my digestion protested in the strongest
terms to the current regime.
Once, Hany was slow in grabbing
his steaks from under the tiger's nose. I had returned to the shelf and had
piled the meat onto it, ready to haul myself up, when I realized that Hany was
not behind me. I whispered his name. There was no answer.
Jim appeared to be sleeping.
Gingerly I crept back to the paddock, only to see Hany's unmoving form slumped
against one wall. He seemed to have fallen asleep. The tiger paced out towards
him, sniffed him and shoved at him with its snout. He slid down the wall until
he lay on the floor. The cage next to him contained a ray-like beast with many
sharp feelers, and it reached out to him and seemed to caress his face.
This was not good at all. After
a moment's horrified indecision, I rushed back and pulled myself up on the
shelf. Crawling over at Formula One speed, I grabbed the largest bone in Jim's
collection and reverse-thrusted back to the edge. In my haste I knocked one of
my steaks off the shelf. When I reached the paddock again the tiger appeared to
be nibbling at Hany's trousers and the caged beast had wrapped its feelers
around his neck. Hany still wasn't moving. He'd finally found a deep sleep, but
if I didn't do something he would never awake.
I first grabbed one of the
tiger's remaining steaks and threw it down near the king cat's feet. Its
stripes rippled with harnessed power as it turned to sniff the meat and look up
at me with a gaze that might have been starving, calculating or lonely, or a
bit of each.
I froze. I knew I had to get
that alien feeler-beast off Hany too, but the tiger's gaze was hypnotic. It
said: I can tear you limb from limb if I so choose. Perhaps I had lost
so much weight that I wasn't so appetizing, for I sensed hesitation.
At last it grabbed the steak in
its mighty jaws and moved off a short way. I scuttled around the wall, as far
away from it as I could, then began hitting the beast's feelers with Jim's
bone-club. Once, three feelers reached out for me, and only with frantic
swinging and side-stepping could I remain out of their grasp. Soon it released
Hany's neck, and I heaved on his armpits. I had become weaker than I had
realized, and it was some time before I could haul him into the narrow passageway.
I feared that soon the next beast would be released. There was no way I could
lift him, though, so I crouched next to him until he finally awoke. A fanged
lizard was pacing the paddock.
I could see some lacerations on
Hany's neck, but the blood was merely oozing, rather than gushing. He would
live, as long as there was no infection. We had no first aid supplies
whatsoever.
With a detonating crash, a large
hatch in the paddock ceiling flew open. I could see something descending into
the paddock, a large amorphous mass. The lizard scampered back to its cage.
The gamekeeper had come to
investigate the disturbance.
I held my breath and lay down as
flat as I could, halfway on top of Hany's legs. An odd lump protruded into my
stomach as I lay there. It was one of the steaks I had stolen.
Peering back, I saw a pale
yellow form questing towards the narrow passage in which we lay. The way it
shaped itself around corners, elongating and pulsing with its own liquid life,
it had me thinking of Jim's flexible pseudo-foot. Its skin was roughened and
coarse.
The gamekeeper was stretching
out its shapeless body towards me. If it found me it would seize me - and Hany
too, perhaps - and throw us into the juarrabils' sporting arena.
The steak under my stomach
became an irritation. No - a distraction! I brought it out as silently
as I could and placed it in the path of the yellow, questing mass.
The gamekeeper's skin held no
discernible sense organs, but by the way its pseudo-limb paused and flexed it
seemed to be sniffing the air. Could it see clearly? Could it hear? Then it
darted forwards.
I froze.
It seized the steak, sucking all
around it, feeling, weighing, then pulled it away.
A few moments later the whole
bulk of the gamekeeper rose into its hatch and disappeared. Had it truly been
fooled by my ruse?
I sighed deeply, trembling with
the relief of the moment.
Hany chose this moment to awake.
He sat up and held one hand to the cuts on his neck. On seeing the scarlet
stain on his palm, he pushed me into explaining what had happened. First, I
insisted we climb up. We lay there panting on the shelf. Before I'd finished
explaining, he began sobbing. "You give your life for me," he finally
said. "You risk yourself for zis nobody. I am nussing." He wouldn't
listen to my protestations to the contrary, but echoed back my final words,
nodding, with tears in his eyes: "Zat's what friends are for."
After we'd halfheartedly chewed
our half-cooked tiger food and washed it down with lukewarm water, we both fell
asleep. When I awoke, Christina's hesitantly smiling face flickered in my
memory. But Hany was still sobbing. He would only tell me that this was the
"dark night".
All nightmares must yield at
last to the dawn. Jim lifted his puppet head and said, "This craft is
arriving at its place. We can exit. But first wait." So we waited. I felt
nothing different; no thuddings of a docking maneuver, no turning or rocking
indicating deceleration or atmospheric entry, no different sounds dripping
through the ceiling.
Out of nowhere the otherway
agony swept over us, pushed us to the gates of death, and receded again. Hany
lay groaning, and I lay groaning and cursing, for a long and dismal time.
A day later, or so it seemed, we
were still waiting. We managed not to badger Jim with useless questions.
Finally Jim rose up on his
pseudo-foot, stretched, and led us to the paddock and pointed at the access
hatch through which we'd dropped, seemingly a year before. It fell open, and a
ladder extended halfway down to the floor. Jim went first, then Hany, then me.
None of the beasts were loose; it was an anticlimax. I didn't miss the place.
Hany and I squatted in a crate
that, mercifully, smelled of nothing worse than industrial solvent. This meant
that the air seemed to be laden with the freshness of spring flowers in
comparison with the stink of the paddock. By moving the heavy lid a fraction,
we could see the dazzling sight of a floor, like polished porcelain, perhaps
ten or twenty kilometers wide, dotted with groups and lines of animated
figures, and dominated by mountainous ziggurats that ringed the artificial
plateau like mesas. Our crate had been lifted onto a high stack or platform
that gave us a reasonable view. Whether there was a sky or a ceiling, or
something else entirely, we never found out. Overhead the view faded into total
darkness and distance. Occasional flocks of small winged machines would swoop
down in formation out of the darkness, land, then later take off, each one in a
different direction. They reminded me of pigeons haunting the ruins of
Istanbul's great monuments.
Our ears were battered with
amplified chirps, bellowings and grunts from all directions. In particular, a
chanted monotone grated on my nerves. I imagined a gelatinous alien reading
through a galactic phone book.
The ziggurats were faced in a
metallic marble-like material that reflected back the artificial lights spaced
around the plateau. The nearest ziggurat showed a gaping gateway as high and
slender as a cathedral spire. Out of it, columns of aliens walked onto the plateau,
or rode devices like scooters. Into a farther ziggurat's gateway moved crowds
of juarrabils and metallic, multi-limbed forms that dwarfed the aliens.
These were perhaps robotic servants, for they carried many burdens and seemed
to walk behind the juarrabils. The whole crowd gradually vanished into
the gateway, whose blank face gave no hint as to where they might have gone.
Perhaps they were our recent hosts. When the whole crowd had disappeared, rows
of red lights winked at us from the sides of the gateway.
We watched for an hour,
fascinated, utterly ignorant. Jim had gone off elsewhere, on a fact-finding
mission he said, leaving us with a grave warning not to leave our hiding place.
Our presence there was very much illegal.
Jim returned with pasty tubes of
something white and barely edible. We thanked him. "Not bad, not
bad," he wheezed. "Good change from tiger food, yes?" We nodded,
devouring the white paste. "Now let me explain this busy place," he
went on.
It seemed that we'd reached a
major interstellar travel junction. The ziggurat gateways linked innumerable
star systems across the spiral arm, each one connecting to its distant
counterpart for a certain time before closing again in order to link to a
different destination. I asked who operated the gigantic facility, but didn't
understand his answer, and he gave up trying to explain. The little that I did
understand filled me with an ignorant dread.
"Now I must go," he
suddenly said. "Next place on my tour. That gateway across the floor is
opening. But you will find your Earth, if you keep watching. And you will need
this." He handed Hany a small glassy plate on which blue alien symbols
flickered and scrolled. "Schedule, navigator and ticket, all in one
package. My parting gift." And with that, he slithered out of the crate
and hurried down the vertical sides of the stack of crates. Our farewells were
lost in the noise. A minute later we spotted his tiny, black, turtle-like form
speeding smoothly across the wide, white floor. We soon lost sight of him in
the pressing crowds of creatures.
I looked at Hany and at the
plate in his hand. "Let's get busy!" I said, suddenly filling with
hope that we might yet see our home again.
The plate was hard to operate.
First, its numerous side-buttons would not respond to us at all. Finally, after
we'd given up several times over, Hany found that if he licked his finger
first, the buttons would grudgingly fulfill their functions. Perhaps the plate
was designed for moister bodies such as Jim's. After another hour's finger-licking
experimentation and head-scratching, we discovered a language option and to our
enormous relief found English near the bottom of a list containing thousands of
entries. Then we could work much faster.
The next connection to Earth was
due to open in about one and a half time-periods. How long was that? We had no
idea, until we saw the time count down by one-hundredth every minute or so.
Then we had to puzzle out which gate we must reach within that time. Each
ziggurat, we suddenly noticed, was marked at its peak with a different
skyscraper-sized symbol combining spirals and intersecting needles. Hany
pointed at the symbol on the glassy plate next to the listing of our Earth
connection.
We looked around the plateau.
"There!" called Hany, pointing. Far in the distance we could make out
the same symbol atop a shining ziggurat. I guessed the distance at about ten
kilometers, but with minimal atmospheric haze and very little to give a sense
of scale, distances were hard to judge.
Hany jabbed his finger down
twice on the plate where it read, "Reserve a ticket."
"Come on!" I cried,
pushing aside the crate's lid and bracing myself for the steep climb down the
stack of crates, from one horizontal surface to another, hopping and scrambling
like squirrels. We didn't have long.
Continual running was finally
out of the question. More than an hour into our marathon, we had trotted about
halfway across the cruelly wide plateau, often sliding on the smooth ceramic
surface, dodging groups of haughty aliens, the most of which we had never seen
before and never wanted to see again. Many of them rolled or hovered or walked
inside suits, tanks or vehicles that presumably provided them with their
life-support needs. There weren't a lot of squids, though. I thought I'd see more
squid-like aliens, or at least a few with tentacles. And there were none with
one eye in the middle of their foreheads.
Every so often we had to dodge
around circles of service buildings or sunken pits filled with milling crowds
renting scooters. We tried to rent one, but our wage chips were refused with
scorn. Once we inadvertently offended a large group of persons the size and
shape of six-legged coffee tables. They wore jumpsuits and boots like hockey
pucks, and their flesh had the pudgy look of cold porridge. We had perhaps
entered their personal space, and were surrounded by their yapping shapes for
almost a minute before another similar creature came over and intervened. We
hurried off, apologizing profusely, but unable to communicate with them at all,
in fact.
Our legs became leaden, and our
breathing came in painful gasps. We had been malnourished and inactive for too
long on our voyage with Jim. It was much further than I'd guessed. We'd stumble
a few steps in vain imitation of a trot, then walk a few. Our ziggurat seemed
to get no closer, and the time was ticking down to zero. "Do you think
they'll hold the door for us if I press something on this?" I asked Hany,
waving the glassy plate. He merely grimaced. I could hear him mumbling, "Ya
Rab, ya Rab," and it grew louder as we hurried. It was the simplest of
prayers.
I had clicked the display to
show time remaining until our connection closed. We were down to the last few
minutes. I just managed to pant, "Gotta get outta here, gotta…" I had
eaten my fill of space and the incomprehensible alienness of everything around
us. Oh, to return to a simple diet of human company, air that didn't nauseate
the nostrils, and a horizon dotted with familiar concrete sprawl or some dying
trees that I could at least name.
Once I glanced up. I felt we
were two dust mites approaching a crack in the base of one of those long-lost
Cairoean spires.
When at last we found ourselves
close enough to see the gateway at ground level, with the ziggurat towering
into the maybe-sky, rows of red lights began flashing down the sides of the
gate. That seemed to indicate trouble. Only a few figures, human and otherwise,
were entering the gateway, and they moved in haste. We yelled and pushed our
sullen bodies into a run, and I pulled ahead of Hany. But we had to stay
together, and I slowed my pace to let him catch up. We only had the one device
that apparently functioned as a ticket for us both.
Nearing the threshold of the
gateway came as a shock. We were faced with a wall of blackness, like a curtain
through which we must step, with no sign of where we would place our next step.
Now the gateway was honking a klaxon at us, and the plate had counted down to
precisely zero. I grabbed Hany's wrist and pulled him towards the black.
Abruptly, the blackness snapped
to gray, and the klaxons and lights clicked off. I rushed forwards, but the
gray curtain turned out to be a solid barrier, and my nose and knees suffered a
collision. We had missed the connection.
Justice
I collapsed onto the floor with
the weight of despair. "Noooo!" I wailed. Hany panted hard and made
as if to hold himself up by grabbing at my shoulder, but I was no longer there,
and he fell all over me.
We crawled away and sat near the
gateway, prodding at our glass plate. My legs burned like a smoldering fire.
"When is zhe next one?" asked Hany.
I grunted, and licked my finger
again. Finally: "Uhh... Two hundred and eighteen."
"Zat is how long?"
"Mmm... Two days? No, sorry
two weeks, give or take. Ohhh, no! Can't be!"
"What will we do?"
We lay in silence for a long and
miserable time.
When at last I stood up, the
noise around us had slackened off. I looked around. "I'm starving," I
muttered.
We were seated across a table
from each other next to a wide picture window. I could hardly keep my eyes away
from the view.
"I sink you only know zhe
full value of face when you have lost it," Hany told me earnestly.
"But zis time zhe God gave me back my face."
I struggled to penetrate his
wavering accent. "Face?" I queried, at last.
"Yes. Believing."
"Oh, faith!
Right." He was talking about his faith again. That was a good sign.
"Sorry wiz my poor English
language."
I chuckled. "It's a whole
lot better than my Arabic." I looked away again to the window.
Earth is such a beautiful
planet. I feasted my eyes. For the first hour or two we had both wept
uncontrollably.
We had made it. We'd almost
perished from starvation several times over, almost been run over and killed by
a huge roller-blading cyborg, almost been arrested for sleeping rough by a
lumbering juarrabil on a military-grade scooter, almost been thrown into
the waste incinerator by a janitor drone, and almost missed our next connection
by falling fast asleep next to the gateway, but we'd made it.
Arrival in this orbital port had
been another anticlimax. I'd come to my senses in a badly-lit space like the
stage of a tiny theater set up for a low-budget play about interior designers.
Hany was beside me. Out in the corridor no one had noticed us except a
uniformed human who'd muttered, "Oh, more of your sort. Well,
you're so lucky that it's me on duty today." He'd shooed us into
the crowd with a disgusted grunt.
We'd booked fifth-class shuttle
seats to Paris - or Eyu-Riaa as the njuks now call it - and sat down in
the human-ghetto café. I hadn't been able to resist ordering a mug of hot
cocoa, which Hany refused to share, in addition to our grand spaghetti meal.
Our wage chips had now become a little more valuable, what with the exchange
rate.
Sharlene had appeared out of
thin air at one side of the table. She'd keep saying things like, "I'm so
glad you boys are safe and sound." She told us that the moon was full over
the campsite where she and her family had pitched their RV for the night. We
gave her a pained So-what? glance. The cities or termite mounds or
whatever the unnamed race up there were constructing had recently reached such
a size that they were visible to the naked eye from Earth. The moon was just
becoming a taboo topic. Before then, people thought it was romantic or pretty to
look up at.
She yawned. "I'm going back
to bed," she murmured, and vanished.
At the next table sat a man and
a woman with the grave, wrinkled features of elderly Asians. The tables were so
close that I rubbed elbows with the man.
"And you?" asked my
friend. "Do you have face?" The earnest gaze on his haggard features
drew me to ponder my answer. I sensed the old man to my left listening in.
At least I understood what Hany
believed. We'd spent many hours talking since leaving Cairo. My main question,
which had probably prompted his crisis of faith as I'd asked it over and over,
was: How can you still believe all that stuff about eternal love and power
when we're under the jackboot like this? Hany's only way of replying to
that was to point to his heroes of the faith who'd suffered similar tragedies,
though on a national or personal scale rather than a global one. He would
mention St George, Mar Girgis, pensively.
"I don't know," I
finally replied. I could see that Hany possessed a viable, self-consistent framework
for understanding most or all of his life. Did I really have an alternative?
"It's coming slowly into focus. My question still nags me, though: If your
God is so great, where is he now in all this? How can I ever trust him, with
all this misery going on?"
The old man on the next table
cleared his throat and spoke. The way his gravelly voice handled English told
me I'd been slightly wrong, on a continental scale: he was of Native American
origin, or possibly an Inuit. "Yes, this question my people ask the Great
Spirit for long, long time," he said. From his lisp and the inward turn of
his lips, he appeared to have lost most of his teeth.
I stared at him. "I'm
sorry?" was all I could say.
He gave me the condescending
look of wise grandfathers everywhere, and gestured at the whole planet below
our window. "You see all this alien mess? All this occupation?" I
nodded. My beautiful planet suddenly looked tarnished. She had been violated.
"That is very much how our people feel for long, long time. But still some
of us believe."
A month or so later, I stood
with Hany at the door of his family's house in Cairo. He had knocked on the
locked door a dozen times. "Maybe they're out visiting," I said.
"Or at a different uncle's house." We'd already tried two of Hany's
many uncles, and my legs were protesting the accumulated wear and tear. In
addition, I'd become sick and tired of walking scared, looking behind us,
thinking about Gary and the debts we owed.
Nobody knew where Hany's mother
and brother and sister were. Apparently they hadn't gone to the monastery or to
Zagazig as planned, either.
He turned anxious eyes on me.
"No, zey never go visiting on a Saturday."
Kepri had turned up once or
twice on our trek back from Paris. At least, I assumed it was Kepri, for it
recognized us well enough. It would not say what it had been doing since we'd
last met, only that "Great things are afoot for my scattered race."
Now the emerald swarm hovering beside us shot a handful of its members through
the cracks around the front door: reconnaissance, no doubt.
We stood, staring up at the
cracked and neglected façade. There appeared to be nobody living in the whole
street. What had been happening here while we'd been away? Our absence, we'd
found, had measured almost a year of Earth time.
"There are some of your
people inside this dwelling," Kepri reported.
"Helloooo?" I called.
We were just turning away when
the door made a sound. Hany spun around, and the door opened a crack. There was
his little sister, peeping out.
"Selwa!" cried Hany.
The door flew wide open, and his frantic mother rushed along the passageway to
greet him in a fervent embrace.
I said farewell to Hany the next
day. Kepri departed first. The hyusis had let slip in an
otherwise-innocuous conversation about our travels that our prospects were
certainly improving a little. I thought he meant that Hany and I had done the
right thing in coming home. But when Hany asked for an explanation, the answer
concerned us humans. It appeared that there were certain species such as
the hyusis, and individuals such as Kepri, who did not approve of the
occupation and despoliation of Earth and were willing to intervene in some way.
We pushed for more detail, suddenly breathless, but that's when Kepri departed.
"I have already divulged far too much material of a confidential
nature," were its last words, as the last few green beads fled through the
doorway and up into the bright, dust-laden sky. Hany and I looked at each
other, utterly baffled.
I left with a full stomach, as
ever, despite the tightening shortages. Then, on the doorstep, he tried to give
me an English-language Bible that he'd found in a cupboard. "Face is from
hearing and understanding," he said. "You must read zis."
"No thank you, but I hope
to come back with my mother," I told him. "If she'll come, that is.
Then we'll have plenty of time." I grinned at him "And the next time
I talk about going to work for those foul-smelling alien scum, you chain me up,
you hear?"
But he frowned at my levity.
"No scum. We do not do zat. Not even to zem."
I shrugged and nodded. "I
know, I know," I muttered. I didn't feel like arguing. Everything was
shifting under my feet, shaken by the vague suggestion that there might really
be a few aliens out there who recognized the human race and, who knows, might
even be willing to take risks for us. Perhaps, so the new paradigm was tempting
me to think, the universe isn't simply us-against-them, but was rather
one huge we, a mixed assortment of good, bad, ugly, beautiful and so-so.
Maybe the borders and barricades were not drawn on street maps but on hearts.
It wasn't until I was walking on
a rocky desert road a week or so later that Hany's words took root in me, vying
for light with the old, determined hatred of all things alien. I was still
about two hours out from my mother's village. A speck on the horizon grew to a
maybe-boulder and some figures wavering around it in the heat haze. That grew
to a broken-down hovercar and a swarm of four kids throwing rocks at it. Kraff!
Krik! The hovercar's shell was molded from an off-world material based on
monofilament carbonfiber, and it wasn't about to crack.
The hovercar had slid off the
track and down an incline before striking a mess of gritty, cornbread-colored
boulders. It must have had a power failure, or a broken steering link. I didn't
venture off the track at first, since the wild village kids were almost as tall
as me and threw menacing glares in my direction. But then I noticed the thick,
silver-veined, black hide of a yleinki beneath the hovercar's
transparent canopy.
My first thought was, Good:
at least one of their kind will get the treatment it deserves.
I could see that the yleinki
was in distress, flapping its wide wing-like body against the canopy, thrashing
its feelers or antennae around in pain. Perhaps it had opened the canopy at
some point and the boys had ambushed it. I could see a purple-blue oil leaking
from a wound. Sooner or later one of the boys would summon the nerve to get
closer and lever open the canopy. Then it would all be over. So maybe there was
a kind of justice in the world, I mused.
Then, lagging reluctantly behind
my first thought, I heard: We do not do zat. Not even to zem.
Just for a moment I hated Hany.
Why did he have to say things like that? On the other hand, why did I ever want
to go and make friends with someone like him?
I considered charging at them,
driving them off, but they could have whipped me, and if not, they'd only have
returned to the yleinki later and finished the job. So I walked down the
slope, hoping they'd understand my poor Arabic.
I told them there was a better
way to punish this pathetic creature.
Two of them paused with rocks in
their hands and stared. The other two ignored me and carried on stoning the
hovercar.
I explained to the two who were
paying attention. The only reason a yleinki would come this way in a
hovercar, alone, was because of the illicit trade in either human children or
off-world drugs. Probably this one was scouting out the villages, seeking
innocent prey, or gullible customers. I didn't mention the possibility that it
had come from the other side, to track down the criminal yleinkis and
others who committed these offenses. Such an alien would not have been trapped
by four stone-throwing boys, in any case.
By this time I had the attention
of all four village boys. Their first response was the equivalent of,
"Yeah? So what?"
So they could call the yleinki
authorities. Look, there's the number on a card. The tallest one
snatched it from me. If this creature really was a smuggler or kidnapper,
they'd get some sort of reward and strike a blow against our real
enemies. Plus, with the yleinkis'
tastes in capital punishment, this one would suffer a much worse death than
stoning.
They talked it over, argued,
traded a few blows with each other, then finally ran off to their village to
beg, steal or borrow a mobile phone. They were already competing for their
imagined reward.
As they scurried away, I looked
around me. Far ahead, along the track, near the horizon, a clump of dark shapes
like buildings shimmered in the heat haze. I needed to walk quickly on towards
my mother's village to arrive before dark.
When the boys were out of sight
I got out my own mobile to call the yleinki
contact man in the orbital station. I'd filled him in on our sad little story
before we boarded our Paris-bound shuttle, and he seemed grateful for some
first-hand intel on human smuggling aboard yleinki
vessels. So I could call in the favor, or maybe double it, depending on how he
took it. If he sent a shuttle right away he could save the skin of one of his
overlords. The call connected and began softly to ring. By this time I found
that I'd wandered down to the hovercar.
I chuckled, pleased with myself
for the imaginative improvisation that had sent the boys on their way. The
contact number I'd given them would only connect them to a mixed-species
smoking parlor in Paris. I still knew next to nothing about justice among the yleinki and their involvement in
organized crime on Earth, but I had a sinking feeling that what I'd told those
boys had not been far from the truth. Whatever this creature was doing here, on
the edge of the Sahara, it wasn't likely to be a charitable act. It had come to
corrupt, to steal, to destroy.
I peered in, through the canopy,
and the yleinki pointed its silver eye-lumps at me and thrashed a little
more at the canopy, pathetically. It was dying. I hated it.
"They're all gone," I
whispered. "Just you and me now."
My mobile was still purring. The
man picked up. "Yeah?"
I shut it off.
I could finish off this ugly
trespasser without any help. The blood of my parents cried out, from ever so
far away, like the rumor of a distant wind, for satisfaction. Mingled with
those voices came more, the victims of the past decades, nameless now and
little more than motes of restless dust endlessly circling the globe on the jet
stream, and the urgent cries of the friends I'd known in Cairo who had been cut
down in their prime by fighting machines from the stars. The need to answer
their pleas burned in my breast.
Hany's face popped up before me,
and I shook my head to clear the dizziness. That snarling goblin in my head
made a desperate effort to chase my friend away.
I looked around for something
with which to lever open the canopy: something pointed and heavy.
My mother's village was dustier
than when I'd left it. The row of water pumps lay idle, the sun had just set,
and the single street was almost deserted. The small package of flowers from
the city weighed in my hand. My wage chips had all grown wings and flown away.
I was exhausted. After being
flung hundreds of light-years away, and back again, a weight of mental shock
was settling onto my mind, squeezing out attempts at coherent thought. I
certainly didn't want to think about what I had just done. Perhaps it was that
dislocation that made the three robed villagers appear to me as crows fresh
from the carrion. Their knowing, mournful glances in my direction shied away
from direct eye contact. One shook his head and muttered to his neighbor.
But I ignored them. I could
finally stay with my mother and keep her company through how ever long she had
left. We could plant those apple seeds together. Maybe we'd find a cure for her
sickness. At any rate, I knew I was doing the right thing, instead of shooting
off among the stars, grasping at mirages, leaving her to die. We would flourish
and grow in whatever sunlight we were given. The last rays of the sun beat
across the village, horizontal, tireless, warming us for free, undeserved.
The door of her little house was
no more than a sheet of corrugated iron, with frayed ropes where normally the
hinges would be. I had tied those ropes the last time I'd been here, securing
the door to the wooden door frame. The frame was coarse and dried out, and the
wall of flaky mud bricks had grown concave, as though beaten back by the sun. Hmm,
that will need some work. Maybe the apple trees will go down there, a
meter or so from the wall.
I called out a greeting,
knocked, and went in.
At first the single room
appeared utterly dark, but then a low oblong swam out of the shadows as my eyes
adjusted: her bed, with her still form laying on it. She had fallen asleep
while turned to the wall. I would wake her.
"Mother? It's me.
Rashad." I laid my hand on her shoulder. It felt cool, and quite still. A
sudden suspicion chilled me. Was she even breathing? Could I have come too
late? I had been away for so long. She had no real friends in the village, just
one contact who'd helped her get set up with a house and a job that would not
tax her health too much. Had anyone looked in on her, had anybody noticed her
decline? How long had she lay like this?
I realized that the room did not
hold the stench of death. Had she passed away in the last day or two? Perhaps I
could have saved her if I'd hurried out of Cairo, instead of frittering away my
time searching for the five tiny red pills that had rattled in my pocket all
the way along the track.
But she couldn't really be dead,
could she? I seized her shoulder more firmly and shook. "Mother! Wake
up!" I called.
I almost cried out in terror as
she rolled over slowly.
She opened her eyes.
"Is... is that you,
Rashad?" she asked, her throat roughened by the dusty desert air. The
hesitancy in her tone kind of filtered through to me: she thought she was
imagining me.
Her features still showed
through the mask of fungoid growth that had by now started to burst through the
skin of one cheek. Her eyes were dim, as if she were still asleep, but she was
certainly alive.
I sighed, and smiled. "Yes,
it's really me. I'm back." My lower lip trembled for a moment.
I watched her eyes widen. The
perforated skin stretched as if about to rip. She sat up, and I sat on the bed
beside her. She liked the flowers, I think, even though they'd wilted and died,
and seemed encouraged by the pills I'd found in Cairo. When she'd washed the
first pill down, she stretched her mouth in a way that I knew was a child-like
smirk, even though the hateful alien growth tried to make it look hideous.
"Mmm... cherry!" she said.
I showed her the apple seeds
too, but she waved them away. "Who needs apples, now that I have you
back?" she said. "Every night I prayed that you'd come home to me,
and that those ugly creatures up there would be slain in slow agony by some
terrible plague."
The scene at the crashed
hovercar came vividly back to my mind's eye. So much had changed now. Could I
live with who I was becoming?
From far overhead in the sky
came the faint whistling of a yleinki shuttle shedding speed and
circling for a landing. Then it faded into the distance, far back down the
track where I'd come from.
"No, Mother," I said
softly. "We don't do that. Not even to them."
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This story is dedicated to
those who rescue trafficked people.
About this
story:
When I began writing this story
I had something in mind. Then Rashad came along and messed it up. I have tried
to salvage what I can from his lunatic rampage.
Anyway, when I started, I had recently enjoyed
a dinner talk by Andy Matheson of Oasis Global who work on community-based
projects around the world, including in the sad field of human trafficking.
Here is a link to one such
project. There's an
online petition to sign, and a little support will change lives for the better.
Women and children in particular are being exploited mercilessly.
Here's a blog I wrote about Andy's talk. It was pretty shocking to listen
to, but a brave few people are working hard to rescue whoever they can. Talk
about fact being stranger than fiction. Uh-oh, I feel a sequel coming on.
After reading the web pages above, perhaps
you'll thank me for not smothering it on too thickly in this story! In fact
there's a distinction to be made: Rashad and Hany get caught up in human
smuggling, since they went of their own free will. But when it turns out
that they're wage-slaves, they find they're crossing the gray area into human
trafficking.
Finally, two more links for your information,
out of the many available:
The personality of Hany is based on an Egyptian
friend of mine from Zagazig, and the personality of Cairo is taken from my
experience of living there in the late '90s. And as for the aliens, well, any
resemblance to real humans, whether living or dead, is purely coincidental.
Right?
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About the
author:
Originally an engineering graduate from the UK
keen to become an astronaut, somehow John Peace ended up working in community
development in the Middle East for some years. He recently settled with his
Canadian wife and their two sons in Ontario, where they enjoy the great
outdoors, Finnish pancakes and blueberries, preferably all three at once. He
confesses to a lifelong fascination with science and science fiction, ever
since watching Dr. Who and Blake's Seven on the BBC as a boy.
He's even old enough to have fuzzy memories of watching the Apollo 11 landing
on TV. Whew! That's hard to believe.
John Peace drip-feeds a couple
of blogs at: http://johnmpeace.blogspot.ca/
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